I wish I had girlfriends who knew about relationship stuff. :/

This relationship is kinda scary even though he is amazing, and my only friends are guys mostly, especially the close friends.

The second you try to say things about marriage and trying to justify getting married way too early, I immediately think less about you and your intelligence. Sure, you love each other, at least until one of you can't afford the bills, can't live on their own in the slightest, you have a child and get a little locked into the situation, or live with each other for the first couple of years and learn that you weren't as compatible as you originally thought you were.

I don't just say this because I'm single either as much as it is knowing the abusive marriage my mother get herself into when she was our age, doing the same exact thing many young couples are doing now. Thank God though that for a few of you that it somehow works and isn't the same thing, for now.

I am seriously just tired of being sick all the damn time. Like, I want to attend class but my body is like nope, fuck you.

Sometimes I wish she would leave a mark ... So that somebody would finally realize that I'm not joking, I'm not kidding, I'm not lying, and I don't want attention ... I just want my mom to stop abusing me ... I want someplace safe to go ... A home

So last night was my aunt's 40 bday at this bar. I took my new boyfriend with me, and we.walked in when I realized I forgot my smokes. He said he was cool, that he'd get the drinks so he could relax a little before meeting some of my family..I.run circle k come back, to find him pinned against the wall trapped by my aunt who is heavily intoxicated and has her body basically smashed against him and inches away from his face. He on the other looked like he was trying to melt into the wall with a pure terrified look on his face. I walked up and said hi and gave her a hug and said I see you met my guy. The color drained so fast from her face. To top it off I asked her when her husband was. She didn't speak to us the rest of night so we played pool. This morning I woke up with.flowers and coffee and note from him saying thanks for saving me from skeletor. Lol

I get used by guys constantly. I don't know what to do because I love having a guy in my life and feel off when I don't, I'm such a nice girl, and i consider myself decent looking with a bangable body and a big muscular white girls ass.

I hooked up with my dream guy a number of four times before winter break starting, only knowing him for about two weeks. He made me fall for him so hard and fast. After winter break I knew we were nothing because he never texted or tried to talk to me. I texted him the other day asking if all I was to him was a hook up, he responded I would hook up again, and I said sure. We did it the fifth time last Wednesday, but I felt horrible at myself. He dropped me off and I said have a great rest of your day, then he looked at me and said you too, and I was closing the door he said that was fun he didn't even kiss me goodbye. And I haven't heard from him since. I got used so so bad and I keep hurting myself by being used, some guy come into my life and realize I'm worth more then just a hook up, I'm super chill and don't even want a relationship (a thing is fine).

Ladies for V-day i just wanna try something that some guys dont do like EATING OUT..... at a restaurant or not your choice :)