i love buying booze for minors. i literally enjoy it

I try to be social; I would like to go to parties and hang out and drink and smoke, but I just never get invited. All my friends know this yet when they do anything they never think "oh hey maybe she wants to join." I like to think I'm not a terrible person to hang out with; and smoking home alone gets terribly lonely and depressing. Is it really that hard to just send a text or actually follow through with plans?

To the girl who was playing piano in the gabaldon lobby Saturday night, you were really cute, and I wish I had talked to you more than I did.

I'm twenty-one years old, and I never had a girlfriend. I don't mind befriending or having lady friends. But I just want to be acknowledged for once. I feel that you have to let go of integrity in order girls to become attracted to me.

To whoever decided to defacate on the bathroom floor in Tinsley in front of the toilet, your lucky that I am studying to be a nurse and I cleaned it up. Maintenance shouldn't have to clean up your inability to handle yourself, intoxicated or not.

I'm too much of a pussy to kill myself, so I'm joining the army in hopes of getting shot...just end this miserable existence.

Truth is, I've done a lot of stuff. I kinda had my party phase in high school. I smoked and drank almost everyday before school. I did coke, and many pills. I hated the way I looked. I Used to throw up after every meal. I slept with two guys just because I wanted attention. On valentines day I dropped acid and had an epiphany. I'm beautiful. My family is important and that I need to be there for people who matter. Seriously guys, be the love you want to see in the world. Be kind to everyone around you and just you know... Stay golden.

WHY ARE MY BOOKS SO EXPENSIVE?!