I know it's wrong and unhealthy. And I know it's part of having a mental illness. But I desperately want to be skinny.

I lost 6% of my grade in a class because I forgot when it was meeting (irregular class times and days). 20% of the grade is participation divided over 3 classes. Don't be like me.

Whats with all these young girls and their asses hanging out??

Do you ever find yourself in a situation where you think your friends with someone but once you start hanging out with another group of people that one person gets upset for no reason and blocks you from everything and you have no idea what you did wrong?

Wouldn't it be great if the people at the burrito place in the union actually gave you a full scoop of the meat you asked for? I can't be the only one who wants more than a half scoop of chicken in my naked burrito...

I feel terrible because I now fantasize about killing myself publicly more than I fantasize about women or sex. Before you go anti-suicide mode on me though, I don't actually feel capable of doing anything previously mentioned, hence the depression.

Tl;dr: I'm depressed because I won't do anything to solve my depression.

I'm couldn't be more excited to finish and graduate to leave NAU, loved this place when I started four years ago but NAU is doing a really great job emulating ASU, all I can see is cali fuckboys and bleach blonde basics everywhere.

Me and 6 am aren't getting along too well these days...