Question for the world. When you deal with hardcore depression everyday and don't know if you'll snap and ruin your life but know the potential is there how do you start a relationship with someone? How do you start something with someone knowing there's a good chance it may be a constant battle for the rest of your lives you'll have to deal with?

Am I a bad person for thinking cats are sexy? Because I own 5 of them.

Drinking a coke, hair done up, make up fixed, a nice outfit, watching people pass by in my dorms public space..feeling pretty and elegant and classy for once......then the SECOND a hot guy walks into the room,
I burp.
Now, if you have ever burped after drinking pepsi or coke, you understand that this experience is like hell for your sinuses as well as creating the fucking loudest burps ever. So, I try to stifle it, which means it all goes up my nose..which causes me to not be able to breathe and makes my eyes water as I snort and hack and sniffle.
The guy was so shocked by the strange noises and facial expressions I was making as this went down that he came up and asked if I was okay.
I told him yes in the most calm and elegant manner, and then BOOKED IT down the hall into my room, snorting and hacking the entire way.
God. This is why I am single.

I'm a huge idiot. I was taking out the trash and accidentally dropped my trash can in the dumpster. I fished it out with my umbrella handle.

I'm 21 years old and still legitimately scared of the dark. If someone is sleeping in the room with me, I am usually fine and can ignore it. If I am alone, I sleep with a nightlight. Every time.

It's funny, at all those stupid meetings you've called, everyone has lied to you. Everyone. Your so oblivious to what's actually happening and it's actually kind of funny. Seeing you self destruct is so rewarding.

Kinda want to turn my apartment into a hookah lounge. 10 bucks all you can smoke all night whatever shish you want, coconut coals, hundreds of dollar in my hookah collection, just not make it a legit business so flagstaff doesn't throw a fit about it. Just want to meet new people who enjoy good hookah, music, movies and chill people.

I think some of my guy friends are hot. Then they like confessions on here about "all women are bitches" or "all women are the same" and they immediately stop being hot. haha, oops.