My father has the same name as a criminal who robbed a bank and murdered two people. Cops came to our house looking for the criminal. Thankfully they had a picture of the man. He looked nothing like my father. I was really terrified when it all happened, because i was the one who opened the door. My first thought was, "shit, I didn't get to hid my weed. I am so fucked." Everything is OK, now.

I looked up beastiality, I kind of sound it arrousing...

Sometimes i pretend i'm talking to someone. I mean i talk to my self. Sometimes in the third person. I do that a lot in public. People think i am mentally disable because of it.

I slept with my sister, and I regret it.

I have always wanted to bite off someone's dick.

I am slowly losing my mind... I see shadow's and creepy thing out the corner of my eyes. I have watched to many gore on reedit and seen a lot of scary stories in youtube. I may just be paranoid but my life is getting very scary.

I hope i'm not going crazy.

I think I am just paranoid or have the first stages of schizophrenia. I can't tell what I see some times is real or not. Like someone dropping random images in my line of vision. images in my head. I really hope it's just poor diet, lack of sleep or something else. Its starting to make me jumpy. Like really jumpy. I listen for sounds... I fear people, cuz what if they are not real. what if i met someone who is just in my head. Oh, man. I am terrified. I am scared. I don't know whats happening. I feel like i'm having a panic attack. Oh, no. I wish i could talk to someone. Please help. Im tired, and depressed and alone.

Growing up I was a devil child. I cut my brothers eye lashes off. I made him a gum necklace which did not come off for 3 days. I barged into my mom pooping and told her a rat was in her hole... (it was just pubes) I loved animals but they always hated me. I made my brother nasty food to eat. Like soda and milk with orange juice. And told him if he did not drink it our dog would die. He always did what I told him. I was the only one who played with him. He really had no one. My butt was always spanked by my parents so much i became numb to the pain. Haha, my mother said I use to make rude comments to fat lady's. I never once apologized for any mistake i made. My father says he dose not know how i turned out to be a good kid after 18. My childhood was,well, you know.

I have tasted baby poop. It is the most embarrassing thing I have accidentally done in my life. It makes me cringe. My brother brings it up when he wants to win an argument.