I'm really in love with this guy. He and I have been having sex and I always had feelings for him. We stopped talking for a couple of years because I felt I wasn't good enough and I didn't want to fall in love with him because were both had had horrible past relationships. Well now we saw each other again but we're both leaving our separate ways and I don't wanna lose him again.

My little cousin committed suicide on the train tracks recently, and i just wish that he knew people cared. You may think that you're all alone, and trust me I've been there, but his death tore me and my family apart. Regret of what we could have done; but when it comes down to it we all have to make the decision that life is worth it, and if we can't see that, peoples attempts to help don't help. Basically I've come to terms with that you should treat everyone with love, but if one takes their life, it's their choice. I wish they would have chosen differently, but wishing doesn't change anything.

My dearest NAU,

For the good of your academic performance and NAU's reputation, please use spell check, please pick up a grammar guide, and please understand phrases before you use them in a public setting.
No, you don't need perfect grammar. Start a sentence with "but" if you have to, I don't care.

The following shit is unacceptable for a college student.

"I often see a lot of people do great things with their life's"
Their life's what? Their life's duration?

"I am very self contuse"
CONTUSE IS THE ACT OF FORMING A BRUISE.
Presumably, self contuse means you purposely give yourself bruises.
Don't give yourself bruises.

"I kind of sound it arrousing"
This doesn't make sense, and arousing only has one "r."

"People think i am mentally disable because of it."
Disabled is the word you're looking for, and don't use that phrase lightly.

"I have a love for stuff animals. "
What are stuff animals? Animals that do animal stuff?

Anything remotely sexual can turn me on, I'm a straight girl but I've been turned on anything ranging from hardcore gay porn, to random words, to bdsm lezzi dirty talk.

Am I just attracted to sex instead of people?

When I was young and naive, I learned from online forums that Americans took shits that clogged their toilets. I assumed that Americans take massive shits that we Europeans just can't match (afterall, everything is bigger in America.) When I came to US, I learned that they just have different toilets with small hole that gets clogged. European toilets never do that. They have bigger hole. You can put tennis ball through it.

The first day of freshman orientation I finger blasted this girl I just met while we were watching a movie with two other people in our room. We fucked the second day and I was screaming "I fucking love college" the whole time. I'm not even in college yet but I can tell it's about to be the best years of my life

Why did these confessions get super shitty all of a sudden? I blame Freshman Orientation.

I prefer fewer, deeper relationships to numerous casual, shallow friendships