I think I'm developing a drug problem (mdma, mostly...but also pretty much anything people offer me when I'm out...). The hardest part is being aware of the problem developing and knowing that I should do something...but not wanting to.

Why can I not find like one cute lesbian or bisexual girl on campus?.. I just want to take a girl on a date and spoil her but don't want to have to use one of those stupid dating apps just to find someone.

How do people even get into relationships? I want a meaningful relationship with someone but how do? I'm interested in someone but I don't even know how to get this thing in motion. Maybe I'll just stay single and accumulate 20 cats.

I know some things are only meant for Disney movies, but why can't a guy like him go for a girl like me? The struggle of that and wanting him to be happy.

The guy that works in the union with the half sleeve.. I see you. I'd love to at least learn your name though so I can stop thinking of "half sleeve guy"

Just got accepted for Fall 2015, but moving up to Flagstaff from Phoenix in January because that's when my workplace can transfer me. Fuck, it's gonna be cold.

I think it looks really weird when girls wear skinny jeens or long footless leggings with flip flops. Especially when they're wearing a jacket. The combination just doesn't make sense to me; if it's cold enough for you to want to wear long sleeves and pants, why wouldn't you want your feet to be warm,too? Do you just not care? Do your feet sweat an abnormal amount? Do you not have real shoes? Do you actually think it looks good? Maybe I'm over thinking it, but to me it's just weird and illogical.

3 confessions
1. I'm a high functioning sociopath and I have known it for a long time. It runs in my family. I'm atrractive, charming, brilliant, and while I lack normal empathy, I am an expert at getting people, especially girls, to do whatever I want.
2. When I was a kid I stomped a litter of kittens one by one for fun, then strangled the mother cat. I hate cats.
3. To stick with the normal NAU confessions sex theme, I love choking sex partners and violent sex (consensual), have a huge D, and love the cringe of pain on girls faces when I stuff it in too far. Sorry, not sorry.