I got really drunk a while ago and accidentally started copying the accent of the really attractive South African man I was talking to.

When I first got to college I kept hearing "You can't have a relationship in college". And for a while I actually gave into that lifestyle. I did stuff with men and never talked to them again. I started to believe that emotions were unnecessary and useless because no one else cared anyway.
Then, a few months into college I began hanging out with this guy. He hung out with our little group for a while and everything was chill. Then one night him and I went home together and I slept with him. I had been engaging in sexual activity with me, but I had never slept with someone I didn't care about before. And just like all the times before I had no emotions.
Now, sitting here I realized something. I do care. And Im upset with myself not because I didn't care about the guy but because I let myself become emotionless. I had pushed my emotions so far down that I almost lost them. When in reality all I want is affection. I miss that feeling of someone caring, someone being there and making you laugh. And I feel like almost all of you people saying that you can't have a relationship are all in the same boat is me. We're all just trying to fit in with the college stereotypes, hiding our emotions, hoping to find someone who feels the same way. Well, you're not alone..

I used to lurk here regularly about every other day, but the degeneracy and juvenile crap on the page is just too damn high these days...

I honestly think that I am better than everyone else. I do not brag about this. I do not talk down to anyone else. No one other than myself knows that I think this way. Before any conversation with someone else I say " You stupid Homo sapiens." in my head and proceed with the conversation (because I classify myself as an evolved species). I only came to this school because my two older siblings pressured me into coming here. This time next year I will be attending Stanford Med. That is all.

I swear I saw ten different girls if not more wearing the exact same outfit today: oversized sweat, flimsy fashion scarf, black leggings, and knee high boots. I'm not saying it looks bad, but you all look as mass produced as the clothes you wear. I don't care if you don't care what I think; you can't even come up with a unique outfit. And before anyone starts ranting about how they can dress however they want and that they have the right to express themselves, just don't. You're buying into what fashion says is "in" just like everyone else. You're not really expressing yourself, you're just trying to fit in. It's high school all over again, minus the American Eagle and A&F.

Yes I'll wear drag, because I don't see any shame in being a women. Yes I can be considered a feminist because I feel feminism is simply allowing women to be themselves without judgment so long as they're not intentionally hurting others.

Honestly, I think that the ebola thing was inevitable in Africa. The fact that the rest of the world didn't band together to avoid africa together until enough of them died off for them to get their shit together (aka all countries avoiding africa) makes me sad. Their countries are corrupt and bush meat is more expensive than farm animals. The men make the women do all the work in the fields and it just pisses me off that now Americans ARE going to have an issue. Whether it'll be medium, larger, or every person for themselves...idk...but it is bugger than small, I can tell you that.
Fucking africa. I'm not racist against anything else except for people who bring on the next fucking plague.

I'm so sick of professors at this school. do they not remember what it was like to be a college student? Your class not the ony class I'm taking Im trying to balance 6 classes and a part time job. I don't have time for a this billshit...