I have masturbated since I was ten or maybe 8 years old...

I remember watching a movie with my family at my house. Mind you, this movie had some nude scenes. I saw a naked (MATURE) girls body for the first time. Big tits and everything. My parents, seeing this, told me to look away. So I hide under the blanket I had... You know that weird bowing down thing cartoon dogs do when they get scared and hide their face with their paws? Well I did that hiding under my blanket. But I was curious and so I lifted the blanket between my legs to peak at the movie. (my butt was facing the tv screen) And I saw the naked girls body. It made me feel curious, that or lifting the blanket and touching my butt aroused me. So I rubbed my vagina while my parents where not looking. I know gross! I did not know any thing was wrong, it just felt good. When that scene was over my parents let me watch the rest of the movie like normal, yet I still rubbed my vagina under the blanket.
The next scene was the girl getting fucked by a man in a car... YES, I was turned on by the movie TITANIC! UGH, and again my parents told me to look away. I hid under the blanket and again I peaked at the movie through the space between my legs and rubbed my vagina... I never did get off on that movie. It just felt good.

To be completely truthful when I feel sad I act more cheerful and happier then I normally do cause I don't want others to worry about me. I hate putting on a facade but it brightens the days of my friends around me. Just wanted to get that out.

Picking up community college bitches is like picking a dog from the pound

My boyfriend and I have been together a couple years. When we first started dating I loved how he wasn't super mushy gushy and like grossly lovable, because I've been with clingy guys and it drives me crazy but now the spark is kind of gone and I want to fix it. I feel like I try to tell him how I feel. He's so amazing, and spoils the shit out of me. But sometimes I need him to actually tell me how much he cares about me. I just don't want to seem like THAT girlfriend. Any advice? Because I'm going crazy but I know that I'll be with him forever.

Guess what?
It's time to play... GUESS THAT MOVIE QUOTE!

Person: "That breast milk?"
Other Person: "Why would that be breast milk?"

I don't know why but I harbor a little bit of a grudge. Every time I drive by Gammage, I can't help but think "... Those bitches."

I was actually raped in McConnell. 5 years ago. By a leader of a relatively popular Christian group on campus.

Here's the thing: I stayed away from sexual things so much...that even though I hit puberty at 12/13...I didn't get sexual desire til 18. And while that MIGHT sound like abstinence or chastity...I know, after searching myself, that it meant I was asexual from 13-18. Now I'm hypersexual and Idk what to think about it. :/