My life is shit. I've had one girlfriend, never had sex, every girl that I talk to here ends up ignoring me. I'm trying my hardest, but no one likes me. I go to the club and dance and that takes my mind off things but it's not what I want. I'm to the point where suicide is becoming a solution now.

I should have withdrawn from the university when I had the chance. Now in stuck failing classes because I thought I was emotionally stable enough to finish the semester after my mom died. I wasn't.

i could be taking a shit right now, and you fuckers would have no idea

i am currently massively hating on chemistry

I'm really confused. I think I like guys. But maybe I just like my own dick? I fantasize about time travel so that I can go back in time and suck my own dick. Are there other guys on here who feel the same? I think I want to fool around with a dude but I don't know. Help me :/

I love school hear. Ive had some great times. But i no longer live with my "friends". They barley ask me to do anything. Not even out to party with them on the weekends. I havent had a girlfriend or anyone to even talk to regullary for some time. Things are getting kinda depressing =/

I sometimes use a magic 8 ball to make decisions throughout my day.

I feel bad how emotionally damaged I am since my mom died.