My confession is that I'm totally unsatistifed with vanilla sex, even with genuinely attractive and cool girls. All I'm thinking about is how I want to flip them ass-up, bury their face in a pillow, and grab a fist full of hair while fucking their brains out. And that's just for starters. All this 50 Shades stuff, and I attract the vanillas. Fuck it, I'll put an ad on Craigslist for some rough and dominant animal sex.

Sometimes I break into the car and rub my balls all over the breakfast food for the next day. But only when I'm drung.....witch is all the time sometimes.

The more time I spend talking to people the more I seem to get told things like I'm a misogynist, sexist, ableist (which is funny because I have a disability), and any other "ist" that can spew from the mouths of Tumblr. So I've come to the conclusion I'll probably die alone. Not like it's much different from when I was a child really, hated to the point that I wasn't seen as a person anymore. I barely see myself as anything human.

Growing up I was taught to not run down the street with money in my hand as someone could just take it.

I don't understand how people think it's an okay thing to do by making yourself a clear, vulnerable target for anything. The world isn't getting kinder.

Why is it so hard to find a LTR as a gay guy on this campus? Why would I want to hook up when I can just use my hand? ffs

I will admit I have cried the last few nights as the news about ISIS and their mass executions keep flooding everywhere. Beheading 21 Christians? Burning 45 people alive? Lining people up and shooting them like it's the holocaust.. beheading CHILDREN?!?! Sick... Mother... Fuckers... We're about to have ourselves another world war, and a sick one... my heart is broken for these people, no one should have to go through that and no one should have to live in fear of that. I am praying for all of the persecuted over there! They are on my mind constantly... and it's really making me depressed.

I wish a guy would ask me out, I'm getting so lonely at the moment and I keep going back to my asshole boyfriend out of loneliness, wheres a new guy when I need him?

Man, its so hard to meet guys in college. No guys approach me, People say I'm pretty. I'm brunette, and I have a nice body. Guys, what makes you want to approach a girl? Like what does a girl have to look like/do before you approach her?