Over the summer, I made a promise to myself that I wouldn't get involved with any girl this school year, just so I could put all my time and effort into grades. But that all changed when I met this really beautiful girl in my class. Eventually, I found myself always wanting to get to know her more, always creating ways to spend more time with her. The more I got to know her, the more I fell for this girl, but it took me awhile to realize that she's a bitch and just using me. The realization was a brutal cold slap to the face that I just snapped. Now every weekend, I just want to party my heart out and get fucked up, just so I could forget it all.

I get drunk so that I have a reason to call the people I miss the most because I know if I was sober I wouldn't have the courage todo that. I also like getting drunk so I can sing love songs to my friends through the tele

I've never seen Star Wars. I need someone to watch them with me.

Music is seriously taking over and controlling my life. I have always been a music freak...but it is getting out of hand. I always have to have something playing at all times whether it be at my room, walking around, at school, EVERYWHERE. I went to a concert this past week and I have not been able to stop playing the specific band's music for almost 5 days straight (24/7...literally). I officially have an addiction, and it is not necessarily a good thing.

Now, I'm all about diversity. I speak two languages other than English. But I really don't understand why someone from another country would study abroad in a country where they barely speak that country's language. It just causes confusion for everyone.

I resorted to being an escort last year when I couldn't find a job and I feel like this year is going in the same direction. The work doesn't bother me as much as knowing I can never tell anyone because they won't look at me the same way again.

I don't have friends anymore. I need new ones who don't mind partying over the weekend.

Sometimes I wonder if people realize there is more to life than just having sex.