I'm at a point of hopelessness. i'm realizing that faking my happiness isn't going to help anyone and i have no reason to reward myself for anything. I've fucked up on so many levels that i see no point in staying here. i'm a pathetic fat fuck who can't even focus on studying anymore. my friends have all moved on and when i thought things were finally turning up they came crashing down again. i expect nothing from you whoever reads this. i just need to put it out there.

Look up "What does a farmer say" on YouTube and you farming boys will laugh your ass off.

One of my roommates is a major bitch, she never helps clean and she is rude. So, today I took all the toilet paper out of the bathroom (because I bought it all) and hid it. I really can't wait until she goes to take a shit and has nothing to wipe with. Karma is a bitch, bitch.

I used to be bulimic freshman year and now I wish I could go back to it because I hate my body. I just can't bring myself to throw up anymore. I wish anorexia was easier for me.

I just wanna ride some face and squirt and leave. Not give anything in return. Only if it were that easy

This guy that I had been hooking up with for about 2 months texted me and told me that he needed a break. So, I rubbed it in that I could get just about any guy I wanted on his team, a lot. He knew I liked him for so long and he led me on. Sooo, I fucked 2 of his teammates and made out with another. Oops.

I swear I have some good roommates, but there is this one guy who always complains about the trash yet he is the one who refuses to take it out, even when he walks by and sees it full, We have had to make a schedule so that he will do it.

I hate that I get the horniest on my period