This weekend I was removed from the friendzone. IT CAN BE DONE MY BROTHERS!!

Thinking about the one person I never thought I'd think about...

I don't know why..but I enjoy finding things out that hurt emotionally. I have a sick notion of low key not alloying myself to be happy..what is wrong with me :/

I am a girl. I don't smoke, drink or party every weekend. I don't sleep around or start drama to get attention. Yes, we do still exist.

I got my first tattoo this weekend… Feelin' like a badass.

I've always been the "wait until marriage" kind of lady. It's not because I want to wait, necessarily. I say it because it fends off those guys that "can't wait". Look fellas, I'm not looking for the guy I'm going to marry but I'm sure as hell not in it for a one night stand. I need a guy that I feel comfortable enough with that cares enough to be willing to wait until I'm ready. Yes, I'm a virgin. Yes, I'm 20. And I feel no God damn shame in that because I just haven't felt that connection with a guy yet. Moral of the story - don't get deterred when a woman says she wants to wait. She wants to wait to see if you care enough to stick around for a while.

There's this guy who looks like J Cole that I see almost everyday. And just.. Like hi.. Marry me.

I honestly hate college. I'm alone every minute of the day except for like two classes. My old high school friends don't talk to me anymore. On top of the emotional turmoil and stress, someone screwed me over when they signed me up for classes and I'm already a year behind on my major. I hate it all and just want to scream half the time. Hopefully it gets better, because I don't know how it could get worse.