I'm a senior in high school and I'm going to NAU in the fall. I literally hate myself for settling for it because my parents are broke and I figure it's the best deal I can get. I'm scared that I may not even make it to NAU though, I literally hate myself. I chainsmoke, smoke weed, drink at least 3 nights a week, throw up after half of my meals; I've even done coke and I'm only 16. Sorry just had to get this out.

I only see handsome guys around campus when I look like shit. Take now, for instance. Finals are looming, so I haven't showered or done my hair all weekend, and--of course--it would be now that I see all the good looking men who've apparently been in hibernation. Normally I'm very well put together, but I guess that's luck for you.

I live in a house with 6 other girls and I can't stand it. No one shows any respect to other peoples belongings, and it's impossible to get laundry done. These girls make me want to go on a murder spree.

I have slept with quite a bit of women here at NAU
one of these females had given me genital warts & Chlamydia
It will be my mission to find you and make sure you get yourself cleaned up.

If any stranger ever starts a conversation with me, I give them all my attention and become 100% interested about learning who they are and will humor them no matter what. Even if it's someone clearly hitting on me when I'm already taken, even if it is an inanely horrible person who needs to vent about their evil opinions of races, religions, or politics I will nod and encourage them because even though I may not agree with who they are or what they have to say, that doesn't mean I shouldn't listen. People are so strange and interesting...and I may end up not wanting to necessarily be friends with some people, but I never want to be on anyone's bad side.

I dont know if I like like my friend (I think she is adorkable alot) because we made out or because I seriously like her because I want to be with her.

I'm holding back from having sex with my boyfriend 'cause of one thing: hair. I shave my legs, my pits, my snail trail and my arms, but my boobs, back and stomach have little hairs all over them and I don't want to cut myself with a razor, I hate Veet and Nair, etc., and a big no to waxing. Also, I don't want to shave my pubes cause the last time I did, it ITCHED like hell. What do I do? Don't want him freaked out by all the hair.

This is a long-shot, but did someone lose an iPod in the field by Gabaldon? I found one out there. Comment on this with the model, size and color and I'll try to get it back to you.