I miss what we had, but don't think for a second that I miss you.

So I decided to see what this Tinder app was, never actually planning on talking to anybody, just curiosity. I came across this person who looked like somebody in my class and went to look at the next picture and accidentally liked their profile. I'm not attracted to them in ANY way. They're pretty much an ass with no intelligence or personality. They ended up liking my profile and started messaging me and coming on to me. I dont know what to do....I hate seeming like an asshole. And I have to deal with them in my class the rest of the semester....but it would be really shitty to tell them it was an accident.

I got some really bad news just the other day. Seems my brain tumor isn't getting any better, and unfortunately the doctor thinks that I may not make it to graduation, the end of this semester. Granted this is the same doctor that told me I would probably never walk again after sustaining a Comminuted fracture to my knee cap, it also messed up a lot of the ligaments, meniscus ect. around it. But when I proved him wrong after the surgery that I was going to walk again he thought I wouldn't ever walk without a limp and it would be hard to move around. All I have to say doc is if I can make it through the pain of learning how to walk again, and I can get back to my training and usual runs then I can beat this. It isn't to the point where I have to stay in bed 24/7, and I thank God for all the struggles I have been given because you know what...I am a fighter and I won't give up!

I'm not one to make new year's resolution since I know I won't do them anyway. But this year I told myself its time to actually pay attention to my health (asthma) and take steps in bettering it. I also wanna lose weight for myself and gain confidence. And no I'm not 200+ lbs. My parents has given me enough shit and I'm just over it. I will lose weight and they will eat their words. Who's with me?

I just licked a cat for money.

To the hot guy in the suites gym with the Arizona baseball shirt.. Watching you workout made my day. Thank you from a lonely college girl. Am I the only girl that likes watching guys workout without them knowing so I can fantasize about them later?

This is the day where the last 4 nights all slap me in the face.

Last night I decided to go to my first hockey party.......I got to dance with a black girl and a blonde white girl at the same time and let me tell you....they dropped it low.