#23035 I love Montana. It is and always will be my home at heart. I have this love, not because of any expectations about who I should be from people who don't matter. No, this affection stems from my family, the natural beauty that is present everywhere, and the simplicity of the lifestyle. Just because a small sample of people here might be backwards and closed off to social progression, it does not change the place that raised me. Expand your mental horizons and look past the rough edges and you'll appreciate the true gem this land with made up borders truly is.

#23034 Had my first spring break 3 way ... I forgot to use condom... Now two girls may have babies ...

#23033 I moved to southern California for a great job after graduating from MSU, and I fucking hate it here. There's always traffic, too many people, no snow, and a lot of idiots. I CAN NOT WAIT to get out of this hell hole and back to the beauty of the Big Sky. I never should have left.

#23032 Two years ago I was raped by my boyfriend I had at the time. I was a virgin and had refused to sleep with him. I had never drank so he forced numerous drink down my throat and when I passed out he did what he wished. When I told me family they didn't believe me. When I told the school I was going to at the time they didn't believe me either and said I should just drop it. In the end I moved here and got a great boyfriend. But I still struggle everyday. I don't trust to tell people for fear of being rejected or not believed. I feel like it's my fault my family doesn't love me. I have been blamed for everything that he did. But when I came to bozeman and had a break down about it teachers helped me. I also got a great therapist. And I am really open. People think it's weird I know that, but telling helps. It makes me feel more numb and like I have nothing to hide. What I really want is a friend here in bozeman that wants to listen and be there for me. I have my boyfriend whom I love dearly and he supports me no matter what but I need a girl to relate to and just have girl time I need someone to understand without judging me before they know me.

#23031 I have such a crush on the girls that work at Clark's Fork

#23030 I'm pretty sure if I went to a psychologist at this point in time that I'd be diagnosed with clinical depression. But here, in this fucked up little bubble we call Montana, where men are presumably supposed to be so strong, I don't think I'll ever be able to bring myself to seek help, out of fear of being pinned as soft, too sensitive, a pussy. Love where you live, right?

#23029 I'm in love and love a girl. She acted like she was in love with me. She is not in love with me, and loves some alpha bitch puppet instead. Why? Why? Why? Why the eff!? Why does this happen? I got totally effed over! It effed up all of my emotions! It warped my sense of morality, and I can see into the eyes of the swine, that roam the muck pits of the earth. I've tried to adapt to such behavior, however; it is not for me. The way of the swine people, both stains, and rots my life. So I am going be a sexy beast alone. Go on runs and breath, that's the best thing.

#23028 I love her, i feel like i really do...but like she wouldnt hang out with me or go to dinner with me and it hurts...ive spent so much time crying and i feel like shit.
I know im ugly, i know im worthless but she would give me a chance...even just one chance to show her how i feel...
But no, ill never get that chance.