#24308 I think my roommate found out about my diaper fetish last night. Ugh.

#24307 I loved you as I have never loved another. I have stood by you more than anyone in your life, except your amazing mother. We have both endured your crap and we're still there time and again for you. Not even your father or even your own twin can say that. I laughed with you, comforted you while you cried, fed you when you were hungry, cared for you when you were sick. Your ex never cared for you as I have, and your current girl is already fooling around on you. I would never do that to you because i would be so proud tohave you. I longed for the day when you would want to make public all that we share in private, but the allure of secrecy is too strong. We both know how happy we make each other, but you must maintain your image and pursue the easy girls. I wanted to build a life with you, but I see now that I must move on for my own good. I watch you live your lie and it kills me to know how much you deny yourself simply because we are both men. I hope for your sake you can accept yourself and find happiness, but it can no longer be with me.

#24306 Someone take me away

#24305 It's only my third week in the Architecture program and Cheever has already sucked up a majority of my life in that time. Fucking Cheever.

#24304 I have a habit of posting confessions when I'm drunk and freaking out later on when I realize that it was me that posted the confession. It's an entertaining habit I wish I didn't have.

#24303 I wish people would shut the hell up about the ASMSU president getting a DUI. I guarantee most the people complaining didn't know who they were before it happened. They're probably only outraged because of the fact that it is an authority figure in the spotlight for fucking up. But hey, guess what, we all fuck up. It's proof that we're still human. Everybody fucks up at some point in their life, unfortunately this time it was somebody in a position that a lot of people heard about it. Perhaps instead of being the instant asshole that today's society suggests we be, we should be disappointed, and yet hopeful that our authority figure realized they screwed up and moves on with their life in a positive way.

#24302 I miss bozeman and my love so much

#24301 I'm sure you think I'm an asshole. I probably seem cold and heartless. We gave each other years, our hearts, and built dreams together. I shut you out completely-what probably seems in a matter of one moment in your eyes. I'm sorry for all the heart ache and the questions that linger for an answer but most of all the loss of your best friend. I wish I could tell you how much I do care about you, how much I miss your company. How taunting the memories can be when we still believed "we will be". But it's better this way. It's better to have you think I'm an asshole, for you to let go and move on with life. It's better for you to have a chance at love that is like water, something pure and free flowing. Not a love like ours, not like alcohol that gives the illusion of happiness and becomes all consuming for the worst. You never would have let go, and you made it very clear. We loved each other, we do love each other even now. But darling, we just weren't in love. For true love builds and we only destroyed; we were just two kids chasing a dream and fell in love with the idea of being in love with someone. Now I'm gone and you have a chance. I will always remember you, though. I only hope you can forgive me someday.