I've recently stopped eating. I don't really care, though. I don't care if I die. I've been depressed for years and last year's Freshman 25 made it that much harder to feel okay about myself. I just want to be skinny again. Or die. Whichever comes first.

So what do you do when you see that the person you're crushing on has a Tinder?

I came to the realization that I'm a lazy person who needs to do more in their life and not be such a piece of shit.

Let me start off my saying that I'm not here to make a statement or to change anybody's opinion, this is just stuff I really want to get off my chest. Veterans really piss me off! When I was in the military I saw and did things that really stuck with me, and I spent a lot of time in therapy trying to come to terms with those things. Now I'm going to school and I start making friends in the 'veteran community'. All they talk about is military stuff (I guess that is to be expected), but a lot of it is total bullshit; hating Muslims, complaining about the minorities going to school here, wanting to beat the shit out of someone, how stupid liberals are.... But honesty, I can look past all of that. A lot of guys I meet while I was active are kind of the same way, while they were in they didn't really do a lot and always complained about the military, but once they got out all they want to talk about is how tough they are and how much badass stuff they did while they were in. Fine. I get it. What is really messed up though, is that I know a few people (not many, but more that you would think) with fraudulent disability claims. A few guys that I was in Iraq with now are 80% disabled for PTSD even though they weren't around for any of the action. Now, I know that PTSD can be a hidden thing but these guys have told me that all they had to do was sit through a 20 minute meeting with someone at the VA tell some lies and that is it. These guys are my friends, so I just fake a smile, but it really eats me inside because I know people who actually made sacrifices over there and have nothing to show for it. I'm done ranting. I kind of hope nobody actually reads this.

I guess since we're on the subject:
Caitlyn Jenner had a penis when she was born, now she identifies as a woman. I was 7lbs when I was born, now I'm 120. Things change. Get over it.

The bathrooms in the SUB totally smell like PEZ.

S/O to everyone sleeping with my ex. If only you knew.

So the other day, I was seeing a movie with a buddy. A trailer came up for this film called "The Danish Girl."I leaned over to my friend next to me and told him I didn't like the trailer, We like to pretend to be film critics! He looked at me and agreed. That's when the girl behind me, clearly a college student, started yelling at me. She goes: "What the fuck is wrong with you! It's 2015! Stop hating transgender people, you homophobic asshole." The theater was silent and I just said "I'm sorry" and turned around and watched the movie. I am not homophobic or anything. Why is it that the LGBT community gets so offended when they hear a little comment on something simple like a movie. I want her to know that, that was incredibly rude. If a trailer comes on about the civil rights movement and I don't like the trailer, that doesn't make me a racist. People can be assholes.