I always think I want a relationship, but when it comes down to it I like not getting hurt more

Almost two years later and I still don't know if what happened to me was rape or not. Thank you ambiguity, you will haunt me for the rest of my life.

I love Augustana. I love the feeling I got when I walked onto this campus for the first time -- everyone was so kind and friendly. For the first two terms here, I felt like people liked me as an individual. With pledging, I think that's all changed. I hate what pledging has turned my friends into, how it dictates who I can talk to, and how it makes people condescending toward GDIs. To those who are pledging and who are part of the Greek system, respect the fact that we chose not to join Greek life. If you were my friend before joining a sorority or fraternity, then be my friend now.

I need somebody to teach me how to hook up... girls play too hard to get, even guys do....

I wonder what white pussy is like. I'm pretty sure it's not spicy.

I'm one of those girls that has her shit together, gets good grades, doesn't party, is the typical good girl and etc., but I really want to have sex. I don't care with who. I'm just really horny.

If it wasn't for the supportive professors on campus, I don't think I ever would have been brave enough to come out to my parents. I owe them a lot.

I feel like something is wrong with me I can't hold a relationship for more than 3 months without finding something wrong with then and letting it get under my skin..so I break up with them. I'm in that position again now and I'm torn between him and another guy..