My roomate creeps me out

Now that yik yak is ruined this is the only place I can confess stuff anyonmously

I hate it when people feel that their personal conversations can't wait until the end of class.

I don't know why I chose to attend George Fox University because I myself am actually a pagan who has practiced a lot of different religions... I just felt some sort of calling to it I guess. But it feels weird being around everyone who talks about God when I am just thinking to myself how I do not believe in him. Just felt like I had to say that.

It takes a lot of effort to keep my composure, act happy, and not look frightened all the time. But I honestly have issues with anxiety, as well as showing people who I am... Sometimes I just get comfortable, and I can start opening up... but then anxiety sets in and I can't hold my composure, so I leave. It's tough to explain to people how it feels sometimes... It's like your clothes are suddenly on fire, you feel like you need to get them off and run, yet at the same time, you also suddenly feel like you're naked in a freezer, feeling chilled to the bone and unable to move... It's like that feeling you get when you look over a bridge's edge, and someone spooks you from behind... It's like being alone in the dark with air horns being blasted in your ears... It isn't fun.
You just want to be alone afterward. You don't want people to see you feeling this way, yet you just want somebody to be there...

I constantly feel like my sense of humor is too dark for this college. Am I alone on this one?

I get that being single is a great time to "learn who you are," "find things you like," "learn how to live on your own," etc. I've been single for 3+ ears now. I know who I am. I know what I like. I know how to live on my own and I'm tired of being single. I'm the only one in my house not in a relationship and it sucks!

Is the rumor true, that if your roommate dies, you get A's for all your classes? Just curious if I can take out two birds with one stone.