I don't feel like I can be myself at Fox. I am madly in love with Jesus. I love to journal and pray in tongues and worship...but don't ever do it around Fox people because it offends people. I haven't found friends yet who want to seek after Him with me...and I came here for the Christian community...

I realized how fake people are here, you call them friend and they stab you in the back, I honestly have one friend here and that is the only person I trust because of the rest.

Recently, I have been questioning my gender identity.
Fox can be a really rough place for any of us outside the norm (and i'm not trying to say that life isn't rough sometimes for EVERYONE, but that's besides the point...).

Anyways, I just want to say that in the several years I have been in the Fox community I have been so incredibly blessed by the existence of Common Ground (a student LGBTQ and allies group, in case you didn't know). I have been shown true compassion and love by all of the wonderful people who are a part of that community.

To any allies: Thank you all so very much. You make Fox a much easier place to handle, and a safer place.

To any queer students: You are wonderful. You are loved. You are not alone. And you are so valuable, for exactly who you are, and don't ever let anyone try to tell you any differently.

I am utterly terrified that my life will go nowhere, that I will never find someone with which I can spend my whole life, and that I will never have a job I enjoy.

I have perfected the art of "slide and glide" for real though, I've slid my card and my roommate's more times than I've actually attended.

My chances of finding a guy at fox are looking slimmer and slimmer.

I think that Ring by spring should be a graduation requirement.

I still look at my schedule to see what time my classes start