I must say I think Katie Burks is so pretty!! I have only talked to her a few times and she seems so genuine and warm! I wish I knew if she has a date for spring formal... Or I should build up the courage to ask her... :/

I'm a senior and I really want to go to the senior chapel tomorrow but 1. The thought of sleeping in sounds amazing and 2. I don't know any seniors who go to chapel.

I'm known for being outgoing and friendly. But really. I feel utterly alone. Separation feels constant. Loneliness is my constant mood. Even when I try to branch out, I get shut down, rejected or told I shouldn't be there. If I can't be there or there or there or there..than where the fuck am I supposed to be? Seriously. I hardly ever talk to my apartment mates, I only sleep there. I try to immerse myself with new friends, but never seem to get asked anywhere or invited to things. Summer's coming, so it's only gonna get worse. I'm scared. really really scared.

My netflix profile name is "sexy", so every time I open my Netflix I see "hey sexy,want some quick suggestions?" And it makes me happy.

I was on my period during Easter weekend. For Easter dinner my family was making scalloped potatoes, and when my dad took them out of the oven the pan slipped out of his hands and shattered all over the floor. The potatoes were ruined. I ran upstairs to my room and bawled for a few minutes. I was craving those the whole break.

My boyfriend is great. Unfortunately, every other girl on this campus knows it too. To the girls interested in someone elses's boyfriend, keep it classy; You can look, but don't you dare touch.

Theres this really cute guy who is in almost all my classes and treats everyone so kindly and respectfully. I think his name is Andy Burke and I really wish he would ask me to Spring Formal, and kiss me! <3

I wish Justin Vanier would ask me to Spring Formal, what a gem of a man!