I am one of those people who posted anonymously about wanting to take their own life. (The one about my younger sister being what is keeping me from doing it.) Yes, I meant it. To all of you who commented- thank you. It means something of a lot to me that there are people out there who care. Sometimes, that's all people like me need in that moment, that is to know someone cares.

As to not reaching out to any of you, I'm truly sorry. I can't bring myself to. I'm afraid. The last time I trusted someone with my suicidal thoughts it landed me in a big and VERY long night with campus security and a forced trip to the hospital. They were going to force me to stay and alert my parents, and I had explain why alerting my parents would make things even worse. (Trust me, my parents would not take this in the correct way, and please don't tell me you think they would. I know them and you do not.) I understand why it happened. I understand that the person was only caring for me and the staff was doing the right thing. But sometimes, even when the heart is in the right place, people can make things worse. It was a terrible night. I promise to keep remaining strong, for all of you who commented such wonderful encouragements. I'm so sorry for being afraid. I feel guilty. Due to tragic events of my past, trust is becoming exceedingly difficult. I will find someone to confide in… I just need to learn I can really truly trust whom I confide in first I guess...

Dear Xin's boyfriend,

I will kick your ass if you're mean to her.

Sincerely,
Xin's favorite person.

I troll other colleges confessions.

I have such a high expectation for my future girlfriend, my exes looked like Emma Stone, Melanie Iglesias, Halle Berry, and Maggie Q. And they all had been involved in either cheer leading, volleyball, dance, or soccer. But truly my whole heart desires a woman who can make me immense amounts of bacon.

I actually miss the Bon because of it's variety of food.

Two things that REALLY upset me about this page.

1)Serious posts about life-risking events being posted by anonymous people makes it really damn hard to help them.

2) Serious posts about life-risking events being posted by anonymous people makes it EASY as HELL to be a troll...in which case eff you. That's not laughing matter...

Please seriously...if you're going to post stuff on here, at least don't be the guy that faked a suicide. But also, if you are the one seriously needing someone to talk to, please please please reach out! Isolation is KEY to depression...but if you jump into a group of people or into an activity like making music or playing sports or goin to movies or something, then you'll get the chance to engage in opportunities that the world has to offer you to let you know you're NOT alone.

Ugh...it's so hard to actually care about some of these posts because of how easy it is to troll...but seriously, if you need someone to talk to, please reach out. It's so worth waking someone up to keep you around. You're worth everything, that's why Christ died for you. Please stay alive.

i wish there were more gamer girls here at Fox...

I actually don't believe in the friend zone. To me, that's just unconquered territory.