I want to get something off my chest.
If I accepted Jesus Christ, wishing and hoping in his power to heal me of my bad, sinful habits, and therefore freeing me to love him more dearly, but have not experienced this freedom, what am I supposed to believe? The promises are conditional? I'm not quite righteous enough? God likes me sinful and pathetic? I don't love him enough? I don't love him RIGHT? A little more salt, a little less sugar? Maybe some pepper? I mean, I just don't get it!

Like, it says, COME TO ME, all you who are weary. Yes! Here I am! Hello!? I've been asking you to help me with this issue for the last 6 years! I went to church. I prayed. I meditated on the word. I began to instill good habits into my life. I was reading God's word. I didn't yell back at my brother. No I was never perfect. I just tried to know him better but he wouldn't reveal himself from me. Am I not in the "elect" ones or something?

I like watching kids tv shows where a problem has to be solved during the whole episode...and I always figure it out in the first few minutes...I feel all powerful until I remember that the show is Y7.

I used to read a lot when I was in elementary school, and at times, I spend about 30 to 40 minutes at a time trying to find books I used to read. But I can never find them! It's so frustrating! :/ I bet it would make me feel so good to read one of them.

Last night I watched intently as a man and women searched through the dumpsters for food and drink. The women picked out a half empty soda and drank the last sip, while the man found leftovers in fast food boxes. And here you are, complaining about food that is always served warm to your plates. Sure this food comes as part of tuition cost, but my point is, that you have food on your plates!! You're not struggling at 2am to find food in the dumpsters. Be grateful. Don't take that for granted.

I actually liked what the bon had to serve on a daily basis and i have a hard time thinking that all the people that complain about it are picky, whiny and somewhat arrogant. if you dont like their food then dont eat it and starve, dont bitch in my ear 24/7

I actually like the food at the Bon. Food, as in the things served at the themed dinners...not whatever else they try and serve every other day.

I have recreational sex... Often. And I love it.
I'm not married nor have I ever been in a meaningful relationship.
Oh, and I still have faith.
#sorrynotsorry

I recently randomly found out that my ex from last year cheated on me with one of my best friends. Apparently their 'affair' lasted for well over a month before we broke up and has continued in secret. I feel so betrayed and disgusted by the both of them that I don't even know what's the right way to process it. Sometimes I just want to call him up and tell him what a douche piece of scum he is. But that's what I want to do, and I know it would be me being a bitch instead of standing up for myself. If he's reading this, I wish you well in life and I hope you one day realize what the important things are in life and to hang on to them. You don't deserve them right now, but I hope you'll learn to earn them. I forgive you. end rant