I have been out of the country twice, a couple of times to canada and once to Salem Oregon.

I just had sex.

I'm graduating this year and I literally hardly learned anything academic. I don't give a crap about my major, I'm not going to use it because I have other job plans laid out in a completely opposite field of my degree. It is SO HARD to put effort into my classes since I know I'm graduating and since I hate them anyway. If I wasn't graduating this year I'd just quit now, but I'm too close. I learned a lot of things that were non-academic, though.

Fark.

I like playing the Batman Arkham games, not just because of their good stories and gameplay. I also play them because I like running around like a maniac throwing batrangs around like I just don't care because I'M BATMAN!

I am having a really bad day. Everything seems to go bad on the same day. Why can't I just have an ok day sometime rather than everything bad or everything good.

Sometimes I like to sit on the the kitchen counter and pretend I'm a watermelon :D

I just really want a man to walk up to me with flowers and ask me out on a real date. Not just text me or snapchat me. I speak for all women here who deserve a fun night out. Guys, get it together and ask that special girl out. I highly doubt she would say no to an excuse to get dressed up and treated by a respectful young man.

I don't know what to make of my mess of feelings, and am terrified to let people into my head and feelings. On a similar note, I think I may be developing feelings for a guy friend - I get goosebumps every time I hear his voice or see him coming toward me, but can't bring myself to do anything about it because I don't want to sabotage our friendship. I'm positive he doesn't feel the same about me, but I can't help feeling that there are times when he might feel something. Just the thought of graduation and the fact of possibly never seeing him again is almost to hard to bear. I want to so badly talk to him and tell him the true extent of my feelings, but I am terrified of rejection and losing him completely.