I just wanted to break the streak of sad posts, so here's a few good things that happened to me recently.
I've gotten a lot closer and more comfortable with the people in my dorm. I can finally talk to most of them without feeling out of place and I finally have some friends to go to meals, study, and just hang around my dorm lobby with.
Also, I found out double-majoring is too much for me to handle, so I can drop one of my majors and focus on the other with all my strength and that's a major load off my mind.

Maybe not as titillating as someone being depressed or mentally scarred I guess, but I think you guys should try to see a brighter side. I'm normally depressed too, but there are ups and downs for everyone.

Long distance relationship suck!!!! I don't know if I can do it much longer…feels like we are on two completely different pages. It just hurts:(

Maria Green is the most drop-dead gorgeous woman I have ever seen. Every time I see her I feel like singing from the top of the mountain. Someday, I'll ask her on a date. Any suggestions? What does she like?

I don't know what to do anymore. I constantly stuggle with my gen ed classes even though I spend hours everyday reading the material, studying the study guides, re-writing the assignments, doing the work, and I AM STILL FAILING! I don't even understand anymore. How can I graduate with honors from high school and suck it up in college? I'm still putting in the same and even more time to do better in my gen ed classes. I don't understand!

On top of that, I am losing hope on this girl I have liked for almost the whole semester now. I've asked people how to do things, take it slow, don't pressure, be a gentleman, ask her out to dinner or coffee. I've done that all right so far, BUT, she is always so busy with her life that she has no time anymore to hang out with me. We only see each other in class now and she only texts me back the day of class when I texted her days to a week earlier. Ugh. I just can't do anything right. I feel I should just flipping tell her I like her and take a pain of rejection from her already. I just feel life will never come around for me and I'll be this hopeless guy people just look at that can't do anything right. I just want her, great grades, and my life to turn around. She's so amazing that words can't explain how I feel about her. UGH!

Lately I have been struggling to even get out of bed and I've been losing motivation in schoolwork and relationships in general. I think I'm flat out depressed at this point and I have no idea how to get past this rut I've found myself in. I literally feel like I'm shutting down and it's honestly kind of scaring me. I'm coming to the point where I can't help but think that I'll never get past this, that it is just who I am. I know it's not true but each day makes it harder to convince myself of this. It just seems flat out stupid to ever think that I will be successful or happy. It just seems like wishful thinking that I will ever be able to do what I love or mean something to someone or be able to raise a family. I constantly think about what the other side of this depression could look like and that's what really keeps me going. The desire is there and it's so strong, but the challenge of what's in front of me just seems so insurmountable.

I hate myself more and more every day. The world and everything around me feels like it's closing in more and more each day and it's going to squish me into nothing. I'm so depressed and anxious. I've been thinking more and more lately that there's only one way out… Not many would miss me anyway if I killed myself…

I felt so depressed the other day that I skipped all of my morning classes.

I hate it when someone skates by me on their cute little skateboard, and they just reek of pot.