I don't get why people hate on weed so much. Sure it has long term side effects if you're a chronic user and it is bad to be high and driving but that's the same as tobacco and alcohol. Plus it helps a lot of people with certain conditions like MS and AIDS and cancer. Stop the hate, appreciate.

I agree with the guy who posted earlier today about how he feels some people here don't act like themselves. While this isn't true for everyone, it is the case for me. I have had times where I speak my mind and act like myself and scare people off because I have views that they don't agree with. I feel like I have to be careful with what I say when meeting new people because they might label me as a heathen or as some loony thing.
Another thing I dislike is what seems like the blind patriotism toward this school and that it is impossible to dislike this school without someone dissecting your comment like its Shakespeare and disproving how disliking the school is wrong. This isn't going to change my happiness at this school or my opinion towards it, it's just going to piss me off more and hate this school more.

/rant

Now a lame ass confession:

I masturbated to two girls one cup. I felt sick afterward.

I hate the dating culture at fox. This idea that many guys and girls have that they need to be best friends with someone before communicating interest is damaging. Hanging out one on one and being flirty and cuddly is juvenile and dangerous for both being involved. Dating IS the process of getting to know someone that you are interested in order to see if you could be in a relationship with them. Dating IS not inherently bad, in all seriousness, according to many interpersonal communication theories it is actually HEALTHIER as a key to healthy relationships and friendships is the communication of expectations.

Now I understand the hope to be best friends before you commit to be in a relationship with someone, but the idea that we should get to know each other without communicating interest or expectations is unhealthy. Guys and girls, if you want to avoid the dreaded "friend zone," then man up or woman up and admit interest in that guy or girl you are interested in. It can be as simple as, "hey I enjoy hanging out with you, and you seen pretty cool, how about we go on a date so we can get to know each other better, how about Friday night?"

It's that easy, and it's much healthier than holding in your feelings and interest and operating under false pretenses for months.

I have a hard time trusting people, I come off as an ass but I really care just looking for friends who are willing to be there.... Not just when they are free but when I need them. I may add you if I get the idea I can trust you.

I thought about doing no-shave November... But then I remembered that one night stands don't tend to appreciate that kind of nonsense.

I honestly live in fear of ending up homeless and broke, even though I am about to graduate with a relatively good degree. I just don't feel adequate since I have a terrible work ethic. If I was a boss, I wouldn't hire me.

I feel like I seem to other people like I'm a lot more together than I am.

I wish I knew what God is going to do in and through me life. I know that I'm supposed to trust God in everything, but sometimes I feel like I can't or I don't know how.

I really hate coffee dates with friends. It feels like I am being squeezed into a confined time slot, like a homework assignment or a business meeting, not like a friend should be. It feels artificial. Like they just want to talk about life and not live it with me. I don't want to be the friend you tell about your life, I want to be the friend you experience life with. I am OVER coffee shop friendship.