I'm studying for Sue's exam. Who creates a study guide with essay questions only and doesn't give us the answers yet grades on the graduate level, and I thought Jesus had it hard

I want to be reincarnated into the Hulk. No flex zone

You know, I came to college to have fun, yes. To meet new people, yes. But I also came here to grow up. I also came here to spend my time thinking about big things - trends in science, technology, business, society, art. I came here to be enlightened and learn new ways of thinking about things, to hear thoughts and have a chance to have my own critiqued in a meaningful setting. I want to become a future leader and thinker that will change the place I work in, to be on the cutting edge. I want to begin interacting in the adult world. Instead, what I see is a trend towards prolonging the high school experience in college. A sort of bubble is formed around campus. Some of the events we have, the things we focus on...And the clique-i-ness, and the attitudes, mannerisms, general pettiness, and the way in which so many people push some away and bring others closer to manage their image: It's just so old! I don't know, just thoughts I had to confess in case someone feels the same. And I'm not trying to be a snob; it's just the way I feel.

Sometimes I wish my thinking and my background was just normal so that my life could be more straightforward; which is how I like it. Or at least it's how I think I like it. What do I like? Oh, wait, here we go...

How do people manage to have confidence during the moments they feel the worst? I just see this one person who roams around and gets to hang out with all these people, and then here I am..... Just struggling to even talk to one...

I wonder why they don't install a scale in my dorm's bathroom. I haven't checked my weight since Christmas break and I've eaten a ton of junk food since. I'm sure I've gained all fifteen by now. :P

I having going through a really tough internal spiritual battle right now trying to get back on track with my faith. I cannot do this alone, but I don't know who I should talk to. I really don't want to be judged.

Whenever I congratulate myself, I say "That'll do pig... That'll do..." I wonder if that's bad...