Most of the time, I feel so alone and left out. I think that most of my friends just don't care about me any more and it is making me sad. But, I don't care anymore. I am going to live for myself and not worry about not having friends. I have people that I can hang out with when I see them, but no one who is a really good friend. I put so much time and effort into my friendships, and no one ever gives so much as a rats ass back to me. They don't invite me to hang out or go to the store. They don't even invite me to come to dinner with them. So you know what? I don't care.