#1719 It sucks to be a fat girl at Winona. I'm a size 16 and although most of my curves are in the right places and the fact that I have a semetrical face doesn't matter, I might as well be the most hideous girl here. I get judged all the time for how I look by girls and guys don't ask me out, they just ask me to come over in the middle of the night to satisfy their needs. Not to mention I have to work ten times harder than everyone else to even be noticed. I hate it. Since being here I have starved myself and lost so much muscle mass in my calves it became hard to walk. And now I'm dieting and exercising and I wish I felt like I was doing it for myself, but no. I'm doing it to stop all the glares and to finally find a guy that might respect me, but according to facts I have to be physically attractive for that to happen. I just wish someone could find me beautiful now.

#1711 Everytime I hook up with a guy, they always invite me to lift with them the next day. #fitlife #gymdate

#1701 After hooking up with a guy on the football field last night I realized gay guys give the best head.

#1710 This weekend i met the girl I'm going to marry

#1716 Why did I do this to myself biggest waste of time and money. Hate not knowing whether or not I made the right choice. Can I please just skip this part of my life I have had it with it just sucks. I don’t want to hurt myself I just don’t want to deal with the college drama. It’s not worth it to me. I feel like people think I drink every weekend when I don’t. Yes, I went Greek and no I don’t get shit faced every weekend I drink little to nothing every weekend. But because I’m Greek everyone thinks I just get shitfaced and it pisses me off. I hate drinking and what it does to me but it seems like it’s the only way I fit in because I’m so shy and quiet until I drink then I just become a person who doesn’t give a fuck and that’s not how I am. And yes people will probably figure out who this is but truly I don’t give a flying fuck. I went to WSU to get a fresh start but it hasn’t worked out. To be honest I wish I had gone where my friends went I feel like I would have more friends. Yes I’m pretty drunk while I type this but if I wasn’t drunk I would just be bottling up my emotions like I do 99% of the time. And I have gone to counseling it hasn’t helped and making friend is one of the hardest things for me to do. And I don’t give a flying fuck what you say about my grammar cause I have a disability and I don’t tell anyone cause I feel like I will get mad fun of and people will treat me differently. And if you are going to correct my grammar you can fuck off and suck a dick cause I don't give a fuck what you think.

#1702 I love snowbunnies therefore I love winona

#1715 I'm just an average guy, with average looks trying to get by in college. I smile and laugh a lot with my friends because its my way of covering up whats really going on inside. All my life I have felt so alone and never let anyone see the real emptiness inside me and they never will because I won't burden other. I take on other peoples problems because I want to help others and every time I help others, it feels as though I'm distancing myself further from everyone. So I'm going to continue to smile and bear the weight of others because that is my purpose in life.

#1714 I can't stand my roommates. I have priorities and shit to do and they act like spoiled bitchy skanky high schoolers. My house is always dirty from them and there is never a moment for me to think because of all their obnoxious drinking, having loud sex with strangers, and partying at our house. FML