#381 I think a lot of people look at me, and the first thing they judge is my face. My face is full of blemishes. On top of that, I'm pretty shy and anxious. I don't have many friends. I don't meet anyone at parties either, being straight-edge. What I do know is, I'm a nice guy at heart, and that as soon as you take away the marks and blemishes, I think my body is pretty damn good. Aside from all the stuff on my face, the people that one day see through that or the day that I decide to approach someone without fear, they'll be pretty lucky to know a guy like me, because I do a lot of things for others. My goal in life is to make people happy, and I really want to do that, I'm just waiting for someone to give me that chance or to get over my fears and do it.

#380 I think about Celine Daemen all the time but I've never talked to her, I just had class with her. I think she's beyond perfect and I would do anything for her. I hope someone tags her so she knows there's someone out there that cares about her as much as I do.

#378 I have had my heart broken twice today and it's my fault. I cut ties with a guy I really liked because I was afraid of his baggage and a guy that I was sexting got a girlfriend today.

Struggling with #foreveralone

#377 My girlfriend is the most self centered person i have ever met when she drinks. Shes great when its just us and we are sober but since i don't drink. If shes got a drink in her hand you better put your butler suit on because your about to do what ever she says or your getting yelled at. nothing better then walking into the bar shes at to see a guy you thought was a friend whispering in her ear and see her giggling. FML

#376 I've been told I look like Jim from the office... who wants to be my Pam?

#375 My ex still tries to talk to me after he broke up with me in August. He still tells me he loves me and that he's sorry for what he's done. In a way, I still have feelings for him. I kinda want to start dating other guys again to maybe help myself move on completely, and to send my ex a slap in the face to let him know that I really am over him.

#374 I do this thing, where when I meet a guy and learn some things about him that really impress me. Then I go off and start thinking that we are perfect for each other, and that he is the perfect guy for me. Unfortunately I am too shy to actually talk to the guy more and get to know him more, or else I do and he ends up being a jerk. And I still think that there might be a chance.

#373 I want to go see a therapist....but I don't know how to bring it up to my parents, and I don't feel comfortable telling them why I want to see one, but I feel it would help a lot with my sleep problems, and everything else. I've just had soo much stress over the past couple months and I thought when I got back home all that stress would go away and I would be able to sleep again, but here I am up at 4 in the morning wide awake. How do I bring it up?