Everyday I battle the decision on whether or not to commit suicide. Everything in my life has turned upside-down and I have never been this depressed. But you would never know I feel this way because I hide behind a fake smile everyday. I smile because I can't bear the thought of my friends, classmates, professors, or other students knowing how rejected I have felt for the past few months. The only thing that gets me through the day is knowing that in a little over two months, I'll finally be graduating and starting a new life.

To all the townies or guys who play for the Thunderhawks, Crush, and the some of the Predators (most of these guys are good): Stop saying you wouldn't play D3. I think the coaching is horrible is for the Blugolds, but at least our players have talent. You guys who play for "semi-pro" teams are jacked up meatheads who weren't good in high school. Half of you guys can't even back backpedal correctly. And correct me if I'm wrong, but don't the Crush lose like 60 to 0 every week? Go back to your needles and stay off our page. Leave the football discussion to people who have played it at a high level.

Statesmen win King every year is because as an org they actually put the most effort into their campaigns. I know that other candidates put in a lot of hard work too, but statesmen always have the most people campaigning and the best free stuff. They kind of deserve to win. #sorrynotsorry

If I'm drunk I will most likely pee anywhere but the toilet

I do not nor have I ever had any intention of stopping my use of the word fag or the phrase that's so gay. Reason 1 and the most important to me is because frankly the words gay and fag just roll off the tongue. They just have a fantastic and simple sound to them. Reason 2 is because words change definitions with time and I would gladly aid the speeding up of this process. Reason 3 is because this country is getting way to sensitive over words. Words are only as bad as people make them to be or do you think that the word fag was destined from its first utterance to be hurtful to homosexuals?

I must confess, that Jessica S chick is gorgeous...if only I could muster the courage to talk to you..

I appreciate the football team so much. They put up with an astounding amount of grief from the few assholes on campus tactless enough to shit on their own classmates. D3 college sports are a labor of love- all of the work they put in is because they want to play football. If you can't be bothered to support your team, or at least avoid insulting your fellow classmates, get bent and shut the hell up.

It makes me so sad how many people post mean things on this page about people they know. If you are posting about them instead of talking to them about their problems, then you most likely have no clue what is going on in their lives. Stop wasting your time looking at the negative things about others and work on making yourself better. None of us are perfect.