I seriously had one of the best nights ever! I reminisced with some of my residency friends from last year, went to the caf for the first time since last year, and spent the night in with my girlfriends (and one guy) watching YouTube videos and drinking. It just felt like the good ol' days. I miss that

Just had sex. It was everything I hoped and dreamed it would be.

i came home this weekend, and even though i felt like i had no friends at ec, i cant wait to come back tomorrow.

Carlyn J I hope I see you around sometime, you're beautiful.

I don't want to be in school. I can't get myself to be a good student and constantly feel stressed. But I also can't drop out because I would feel like such a disgrace. I honestly don't think I'd be able to even look anyone in the eye if I did because I'd feel like such a failure. At times I feel like my boyfriend doesn't love me as much as he says he does, and then I feel like he's going to leave me because I'm being stupid and needy. And the thing that probably hurts me the most is when I just feel completely alone. I'm not very close with any of my friends from college and my friends from home are hours away, and I don't want to complain to them and tell them how alone I feel. I feel stupid for feeling the way I do. I just want to get back to not having to question anything, not over-thinking everything, and just being happy. I used to be so happy, why can't I get back to that?

I have no desire to be in school, even though I am almost done. If it wasn't for my parents and the pressure I feel from society, I would have dropped out ages ago. I'm not passionate about my major (or any of the others I've had) and only get involved with so many things on campus because it looks good on my resume. I am so sick of this.

You don't always have to fuck her hard
In fact sometimes that's not right to do
Sometimes you've got to make some love
And fuckin' give her some smoochies too

Sometimes ya got to squeeze
Sometimes you've got to say, "Please"
Sometime you've got to say
"Hey, I'm gonna fuck you softly

I'm gonna screw you gently
I'm gonna hump you sweetly
I'm gonna ball you discreetly"
And then you say, "Hey I bought you flowers"

And then you say, "Wait a minute, Sally
I think I got somethin' in my teeth
Could you get it out for me?"
That's fuckin' teamwork

Whats your favorite posish? That's cool with me
It's not my favorite but I'll do it for you
What's your favorite dish? I'm not gonna cook it
But I'll order it from Zanzibar

And then I'm gonna love you completely
And then I'll fuckin' fuck you discreetly
And then I'll fucking bone you completely
But then I'm gonna fuck you hard

Hard

I just really want a guy to think I'm cute and WANT to flirt with me instead of the other way around...