Emily S, you're an amazing and beautiful young woman. I hope some day I can work up the courage to tell you in person.

I'm scared... I'm scared of everything... Of the past. I can't work out because that is a huge trigger. I lost three pounds this week, and I am happy about it... But also it scares the shut out of me... I ate 700 calories one day, but felt so full. I don't have an eating disorder, but I can't control thoughts or the calorie counting. I've never had a eating disorder but I go months eating just a little, and months where I eat way too much!! Like 3,000 to 4,500 calories a day. I force myself to eat most of the time, or I just can't stop eating. I feel so lost. So totally alone. So isolated. So empty... I just want my parents. I don't really talk to my parents though, they don't understand this kind of stuff and they would probably freak... I am that popular girl with a ton of friends. I'm social and get good grades, and participate in inter murals. I'm just losing myself and I don't know how to control anything. The only think I can do is what I've done forever... Destroy myself.

I just want to tell you how I feel but when I look into your eyes I freeze and I know you'll only think of me as a **** buddy

Im going to create a facebook profile under the name "nobody" and like this page so whenever someone posts a stupid ass confession (Because there are alot of them) I am going to like it so it will say "nobody likes this"

I just spent three hours of study time watching videos of soldiers reuniting with their family members and their dogs. No reason, other than I just really needed to cry! Mission accomplished...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iD3cgDRsDck

So I was leaving the caf one day and I saw this kid hanging out with a bunch of other taller kids. He was so cute and had blonde hair. I did some looking into it and figured out he was on the basketball team and his name was Jack. I really wanna talk to you but i'm shy and can't find you on facebook. Please like this so i can finally talk to you <3

Your name is Travis Y? I think. I would love to do dirty dirty things with you in the Planetarium. I want to grab you by your mane and yell out constellations in the heat of passion.

On Monday night around 11-11:30pm, there was a guy wearing a hat with a couple other guys in the caf. He was the only one facing the windows and caught me looking at him a couple times. You are really attractive :) Who are you? I was the girl sitting at a window table, and I would love to be your friend.