I don't feel like I'll ever be good enough...

I was told today that I deserve to be single for the rest of my life. That really hurts :(

I still have a foreskin!

On wednesday night in the cafe, you had on a shirt and tie and looked super sexy. I was too nervous to talk to you and ask for your number because I'm a guy. I believe i heard the girl you were with say your name was jake. If your into pitching or catching like this statues and we can talk!!! XOXO

do guys ever think that girls use them for sex too? I hooked up with a guy last weekend and we exchanged numbers but we never talked after. I feel like he just used me for sex but maybe he thought i was doing the same...i guess i kinda was.

The worst feeling ever is being surrounded by amazing, fulfilling people but yet still feel so fucking alone. You feel like you just want to cry for no specific reason other than to just relieve yourself. Wishing that you could vent to someone but have no idea why you feel so damn alone or what you even need to vent about in the first place.

I'm a relatively small girl and I've had three boyfriends. For some reason at some point in my relationship with each of them they would tease me which would eventually result in a hardcore wrestling match. We would tear apart a whole room and be dripping sweat. After going at it for like a half an hour we would have the best rough sex imaginable. Does anyone else get really turned on or enjoy wrestling with their boyfriend/girlfriend?

A lot of things have happened in the past month. I dumped my boyfriend twice because my mom found out i spent all this money on him and that he has a record. She gave me an ultimatum and put me in a tight corner and i folded twice. I dedicated my life to my family for 22 years (gave up my highschool and middle school years to take care of my little brother and make sure things where taken care of. I did everything for my family.)yet she made me feel like i was a horrible daughter and a bad person. Telling me if i left i would fail. He isn't perfect but is a good guy despite the worst of him coming out over this whole situation. He hasn't once made me feel like a lesser person, or talked down to me. He was honest with me about his record before we started dating.
I'm so lost now and don't know what to think. I feel like i dont know who I am anymore.