I fucking hate myself after last night. Never want to leave my room or poke my head out. Bleh. I'm so fucking useless.

To the couple going at it at 4am Friday night on 4th floor Towers North near the end of the south hallway, you should shut your blinds next time ;)

To the girl I was dancing with at Shenan's on Friday night for her 21st.. I apologize for my friend pulling me away. You are gorgeous!!

I just wanna have a huge pancake fest. Where we all get drunk and make hundreds of pancakes and just forget about finals for awhile.

I'm the nicest guy, but I pretend to be a player just so I don't have to live the loner life. Women don't want a nice guy, don't lie.

My girlfriend and I just started a break. I really didn't want to go on a break. I'm really upset and I already struggle with depression ever since I was diagnosed with a Crohn's disease months ago. my girlfriend and I have been dating for over 2 years and I guess I just don't know what to do. We used to see each other all the time. Ever since I started college we only see each other like once a week and I try to see her way more than that. I've been trying so hard with her and I feel like she doesn't try as much. I went to a basketball game with her and she didn't even touch my hand or give me a hug goodbye. I just don't know what to do.

Some days I love my girlfriend, some days I hate her. As of lately I just want to kick her in her fucking head. I guess when you love someone you deal with the best and worst of times. What do you do when they are lazy as fuck and suck the life force out of you though?

So I have a thing for this guy in my friend group. I am trying to be bold as far as my interactions with him, but I am not going to flatly tell him especially since I feel I am still getting to know him. I feel like the more I get to know him, the more I realize how a like we are. I feel like I've caught him staring, and we both smile all the time when were directly talking to each other. I don't know how to convey that I wanna just get to know him more, and see where it goes!