The amount of times my teeth have felt the coldness of a metal barrel in my mouth is nothing to laugh at. Everytime I make progress, something or someone brings me down. I'm just trying to live a happy and positive life.....so at any moment the b.s. can stop!! Much appreciated

I hate to say it but I hate going home. The holidays suck and I am always a disappointment. This time, my sister came home and out did me again. They all say I'm mean but really I'm just angry at the world, but don't know how to express it, so I shut down and lock everything up inside. I do things to try to be "better" in their minds but it goes unnoticed. My sister can do the same thing and tells it to the world that she did it and therefore gets praise from everyone. I don't know what to do anymore because no matter what I do, I can never live up to their expectations or wants. I always let them down.

most beautiful person on campus: jordan j

I'm a girl who loves to watch porn... It gives me tons of ideas of stuff to try with my boyfriend, and even though he has no idea I do it, he seems pretty thankful ;)

I went on a date with a guy and we ended up going to a strip club. We were both motor boating a stripper together and he gave me a quick kiss on the cheek. It was one of the most sweet gestures ever <3

Just had an orgasm so amazing I actually felt like I was high for a good half minute following... like, one-bowl-too many-high... just, wow... glad I have dibs on my guy ;)

I just got my unofficial transcript and saw I got a D in my math class. This is hitting me hard since I need at least a C in it for the college of business, and my schedule currently is the only working schedule for me if I want to graduate at the rate I wish to accomplish. Fuck.

I want to mess around with another girl...I'm a girl...I don't even know if I would like it.