I recently found out I have cancer. My friends that I thought were real friends havent texted back. I dont have many home town friends here in MN. I was always there for my friends. I missed a final because my friend had a panic attack. I deserve better. Life is too short to try with people who dont care. Im mad I wasted sooo many nights with these types of people.

Two of my great friends are getting; one this year and one next year. And they didn't even ask me to be in the wedding....one of them is getting married in Florida at disney world and the other one in the area. But the fact that my two best friends didn't ask me to be in there wedding makes me feel like I wasn't important enough in their lives. Oh, did I mention that I've known them since the 1st grade....I'm a little upset about it cause now I feel I will never be in a wedding cause I'm not important enough anymore.

Sometimes I hump the bed and pretend it's you.

You are always telling me that I need help. I ask you for help getting help and you do nothing. I scream and pound on your door begging for help and still nothing. It's like you don't even notice me crying out for help. So open your eyes and see it and help me before it's too late!

At least once a day I think about how much I miss my ex boyfriend... Even though he has moved on to someone I know... I try to move on to other boys but it will never be the same... Why did I end it???

I think I am falling in love with my best friend.

I have a terrible itch to travel. When I think about settling down it scares and saddens me. Unfortunately my significant other doesn't seem to share this interest.. as much as I love them I can't imagine anything that could make me happier than to travel the country.. Just me and my dog

Idk what to do... I don't want to loose both of them :/