My biggest secret is that I have really strong feelings for my friend who has a boyfriend. He doesn't treat her as well as I do and doesn't appreciate her unique beauty, sense of humor, intelligence and perfectly-proportioned body. She's wonderfully flawed and can put a smile on anyone's face but her own because of him. I'm not asking for advice. I just need to let someone know that I'm letting my only shot at true, soul-searing love, love another man.

You made last week amazing! I wish we could spend more time together. :)

I hate facebook, all people do is wait to post opinions about something, and usually its all negative. I truly believe its harmed most relationships and most friendships more than helped them. Ive been bashed for being a college student and not having facebook, that's just sad.

I went to a therapy group to help cope with loneliness, but no one else showed up.

My girlfriend and I have sex together which is like rape with consent. I pin her down and do my thing and she is incapable of moving. We've been together for awhile, regular sex is boring.

I gave a butt plug to my girlfriend for her birthday. I'm glad she's using it very well. She wears it all the time.

I'm convinced that girls have it easier in this world than guys do. I mean just think of sex, the guy is the one doing everything, the girl just lies there. It's like that for everything. Girls just need to wear makeup and they get everything handed to them.

If Harry Potter isn't something we have in common, I'm swiping left.