Here's the thing: I've went on a few dates with this guy. He's perfect to me (kind, sarcastic, funny, and a damn good listener). We always joked around about dating, getting married, etc. At first, I didn't see myself being his girlfriend. After the last date though, I can't see myself dating anyone else. I told him straight up my new found feelings. I haven't gotten a call, text, or anything from him. I hate that I fell for him because it's been awhile since I've let my guard down due to a shitty past relationship. If something seems too good to be true, it probably is. Welp. Welcome to the friend zone. Population: me.

I hate that I still care about you. You're with someone else and I haven't seen you in so long. I wish I could be over and done with you, but I still think about you too often and every time I do it hurts.

So before I went to bed, I went outside to smoke a little goodnight bowl. When I went to put my utensils away in my car I found TWO fruit roll-ups in my center console. Score

Sometimes I wish I had a boyfriend. Don't get me wrong, there are some things I like about being single like focusing on myself and spending free time with friends or working. But I wouldn't mind it if I finally found that special guy in my life :)

I hate how much I'm going to hurt you but I have to do what's right for me. I hope I'll meet you again some day.

To the guy who was walking his small dog tonight at Randall Park, you're very sexy, and your smile made my day.

I feel misunderstood at this school. Only my friends who don't go to school with me here get to see the real me. I think the reason to blame is I get too shy around strangers and I don't talk to new people the way I should to make connections. I wish people understood how much trouble it can be for me to socialize in a setting like a college campus. Sometimes it's downright terrifying for me to even attempt to muster up the courage to communicate with people. It's not that I don't like people, it's just that I can never seem to go past a simple hello with anyone who I'd be interested in getting to know better because I always have this stupid fear that they'll completely ignore me or even mock me for trying to talk to them. If I could get a chance to show people the real me here at school, I would easily have new friends here no problem. Next year I think what I'm going to do is try to step out of my little personal bubble I've created for myself and talk to people some more. This whole no friends on campus thing isn't really working too well for me and I want to change that. If people here could see the down to earth and friendly personality I show to my good friends instead of the silent and serious persona I put on here, I think I'd be considered more "approachable". This confidence issue has plagued me my entire social life and I'm tired of being the one left to solitude and awkwardness all the time. Here's to next year being the year I turn things around and end my negative feelings about the college experience once and for all. Besides, actions speak louder than words do they not?

It absolutely enrages me when people don't use the signal/blinker on their car. Thanks for putting everyone's lives in danger, dickwads! Don't be an ignorant asshole: use your blinker.