Wednesday, 16 April 2014 01:11 AM
Ok here to vent.... im pregnant with my second kid and they both have different dads and I don't want to be with the baby's dad any more but there r a couple of reasons y I don't want to leave him and its mainly bc im being selfish and don't want to have two kids and take care of them alone even thou this guy will be around for his kid no matter wat any ways I don't want to leave him bc he has been in a very down mood lately and it doesn't help that he is in jail with work release and I feel like if I leave him he will either run r get into trouble and get more time and I don't want to leave cuz I know he is a good guy and would take care of me and our lil family and he treats my 1st kid like his own and I feel like I won't find a guy that will be ok with me having 2 kids... I want to leave him bc im still in love with my ex and the only reason I got with this guy I'm with right now is bc I was trying to get over my ex.. me and my ex broke up a week b4 me and this guy got together and I nvr really got real feelings for him I was just tricking my mind that I loved this guy but in reality I don't love him but I do care for him enough to try not to hurt him and to try to keep him from doin the wrong thing.... Idk wat to do about my situation bc I don't want to throw away a good guy but I don't want to be with someone I don't love and someone im not happy with anymore... Idk if its bc of the pregnancy r if its bc he is in jail but I feel like im gana give up soon... I told him I didn't want another kid right now but he had been trying to have a kid for yrs so he made me stay off birth control and me being a coward and not wanting to upset him I just listened to him but now I don't even want to have the baby and im really against abortions but ive been thinking about getting an abortion bc I don't think I can handle two kids right now and I don't think I can support two kids right now im goin crazy on wat I should do about everything its getting very overwhelming and Im to afraid to talk to friends and family for advice bc I know that if I didn't want another kid then I shouldn't have gotten pregnant again its not the baby's fault its mine and that's wat is stopping me from getting an abortion... I don't know if I should stick it out for 4 more months that he had left in there r if I should just give up r if I should give up and have the abortion :/
Saturday, 15 February 2014 07:34 PM
I walked in on a conversation where the dude was explaining his masterbation tactics in his Batman suit...
Monday, 09 September 2013 01:33 PM
I'm a new graduate student here from the Midwest and I am having a really interesting time adjusting to this new culture...drinking and smoking mary jane have made it a bit easier.