I am infatuated by the smell of my own penis

I'm in an interracial relationship, and going back to my boyfriend's hometown to visit his parents raises my anxiety level in a major way. It's a shame, because the area's beautiful even though it triggers my allergies. His family's way down past Burleson. As soon as I get there, I can feel the atmosphere shift. Lots of stares, sneers, scowls. His grandma refuses to meet me. His parents are cool, but the neighbors' children are scared of me and refuse to talk to me. The parents (the neighbors) are minimally polite, but I can't help but wonder if they're crawling in their skin while talking to me. I wonder if they mutter the N-word under their breath while they peek out the windows. I wonder if they tell their children what they really think of me, and of us, behind closed doors. It makes me feel like some kind of disgusting creature.

Michelle D, Julie and Carolyn L, you guys are the best! :)

I really, really look forward to a day when people with privilege learn the difference between taking blame for what happened, and taking responsibility for fixing what only they can fix.

Like this if you have been personally victimized, by Regina George.

I'm pretty sure I got a girl pregnant and she doesn't want to tell me. I have a feeling she's going to abort it without even talking to me about it.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/10/26/ovulation-cycle-attraction-women-critical-unsexy-men-study_n_2024549.html

I read this article and it seemed way too familiar. Especially since I'd been really mean and angry towards my bf. At some points, I'd stop being unattracted completely and wonder if I should be with him because I wasn't feeling close. I wouldn't say my boyfriend is 'unsexy', though...this bothers me.

This semester I dated a black guy and an asian guy. The asian had a bigger dick than the black guy and was therefore better in bed. Suddenly, winning the lottery doesn't feel so impossible anymore!