I'm a Filipino guy with a white girlfriend. Are we a rare pairing?

So I am trying to learn a new Asian language- it's between Chinese or Korean. Which one do I choose?!!!!

I work for a pest control company here in Denton. Sometimes, when I walk into a heavily infested house, I don a biohazard suit and hum the "Imperial Death March" tune as I spray the damn place down.

I am an extreme slob. My apartment is a complete mess. I haven't been in my kitchen in over 2 weeks. There is moldy food everywhere. Fruit flies have more or less taken over. They have even begun invading my bedroom. I no longer care anymore. My life is pathetic and I don't know what to do. I don't even really care to live anymore, honestly.

It's funny. With all the hype of needing to get things done in college, I often found myself unable to enjoy the experience as much as I thought I ought to have. Now that I've graduated, I feel somewhat directionless. A new path before us brings us both wonderment and fear. Just last night, I dreamt that I went back to my old room in Maple, where I lived all four years, and found that someone else had moved in. She wasn't there, but her things and mine were both strewn around the room, barren though it was. I was actually devastated. Who would have thought that after living with all of those crazy hooligans I would miss my dorm?!

I can never pee when I'm in a public restroom with someone else. If I'm alone then it's no problem, but if someone else walks in there then my cock just tenses up and ceases all urinary functions even while in the middle of a piss. If there is music then it's no problem, but if it's eerily silent I either go to another restroom or wait until they finish and leave(some of them take FOREVER) it's especially annoying when I go to the urinals that aren't separated by walls and then someone else walks in and among the 10 vacant urinals along the wall he just has to prop himself right next to mine. It's so awkward just standing there doing nothing while he pisses and looks at me wondering what the fuck I'm doing, then glancing at my 2inch flat cock and getting a chuckle at how small it is. anyone else have this problem? It's very hindering.

I doubt anyone cares about my confession, but I guess that's the point of confessions, it doesn't matter if anyone cares, it's just out there for the world to see. I'm one of those people that appears to have all my crap together, but really I feel so lost and alone, like nothing in the world is going right. But I can't tell anyone that without sounding silly so I'll just confess it here.

I hope sila V. Lets me fuck her boyfriend he is so fucking fine. He is missing out ;) S.M.