#448 This is more of a concern than a question, but I'm desperate for thoughts/advice. I am in the very lucky and very awkward position of being the rock star in my art class. Without sounding too arrogant, everyone loves my work and feels that I am the best in class, including the instructor. Unfortunately, I hate all this attention and although it feels good to be noticed for my work I would rather shun the spotlight. What makes it especially awkward is when someone is subtlety approaching me for friendship or more and I don't know how to react. Part of me wants to be left alone, but another part of me knows that's a douche move and yearns to be accepted and loved. But I've got a dark secret (perhaps I will reveal it in a future confession) that I know would disturb anyone who is clever enough to figure it out. If it got out my life would be even worse. I'm torn between the yearning of being loved/accepted by my whole class and the desire to stay away from any social intimacy whatsoever in order to keep a low profile. This has made me rather surly and negative at times and very stunted, emotionally. What should I do? I am sick and tired of these awkward social moments that I regret making every day but I'm afraid of getting close to someone and revealing my deformed soul.

#447 At 22 years old, I'm sick of being an involuntary-celibate virgin guy, but I've always been way too scared to actually go ask a girl out much less have sex. But who'd want some Zelda obsessed shut-in anyways? I don't think I belong in the bar scene either, just passing through Fry sends a chill down my spine.

#446 So far I've burnt my carpet twice and my desk once from dropping coals for my hookah, and I haven't even been living in my apartment for a month. I've never dropped coals before until I moved up to Denton. Damn.

#445 i buy super cheap hipster shit at goodwill and resell it to platos closet... the most i've made is $60.

#444 I am really liking this guy named Sean I am pretty sure he has no idea. We haven't spent enough time together to sit and talk about anything other than friends. So who knows what will happen this semester

#443 I am 28 and grossed out by kissing. I can suck a dick ok, but the idea of filling my mouth with another person's fluids is disgusting to me.

#442 After an awesome night of drinking and the most amazing sex, my crush totally peed in my bed while we were sleeping last night. I woke up and literally 3/4 of the bed was soaked. I cleaned up the mess as best as I could while he continued to sleep in order to save him the embarrassment. And I must confess that when he woke up, we totally went at it again. My only regret... Letting him drink so much. Who knew a human being could retain that much liquid?

#441 I watched porn on my macbook the night before my first day of class freshmen year at UNT. I was watching it with my headphones in. My class was an intro class that had stadium style seating that holds a ton of kids in it. I sat in the third row from the bottom. Showing up late I hurriedly sat down and took out my macbook. By the time I had sat down the professor was already well into his lecture. I opened my macbook and sure enough that porn begins to play right where I had left off. I tried to exit out of it but my mac started tripping out and going slow and wouldn’t close. The mute key wouldn’t work and when it did start working again, it muted and unmuted over and over again. I even closed it and it still played. By this time the professor had stopped talking and was just staring at me. Our eyes met. I looked around and everyone was staring at me. Mortified, I put my mac in my backpack and walked out while people laughed. I went straight to my advisor and dropped that class. I’ve even switched majors to avoid being recognized. Definitely the most embarrassing thing that has ever happen to me.