#6202 I'm not going home for the holidays because I hate my family and they hate me ever since I casually came out as bi in summer. All my friends have gone back and now I'm all alone. I haven't left my apartment since my last final which was last monday, and I'm well stocked on food. Feels real nice to just have time to myself like this and cut myself off from the rest of the world. I honestly don't see why people complain about how loneliness is killing them, because I feel great. Maybe this is why lonely basement dwelling fedora neckbeards are so euphoric. I feel like I will have gone on some mental journey of self discovery by the time classes start up or something. Just shutting off FB chat, Skype, email, and being worryfree. Man, this is the life, just felt I had to share that.

#6201 I really hope someone named Pedro runs for President one day, so those "Vote For Pedro" T-shirts can be could again.

#6200 When u on a date and UNT confessions updates and u all like http://m.quickmeme.com/img/ac/acc443b4f5193ab8148d795a0a2726c1f51924705b085eeb6cddef83c12efbb4.jpg

#6199 I don't even know if he's a UNT student, but Miles, the tall light-skinned black cashier at Kroger on University and Carroll is really good looking on the eyes.

#6197 I only fuck hockey players.

#6198 The two biggest lies I've ever been told in high school are: "4 years of college will save you from a life of poverty wages" and "one day, the bullies will be working for the nerds" both are complete bullshit. I got my 4 year degree in the tech field, still cannot get a job that pays a livable salary, and my small debt is accumulating interest every day. As for the bullies, bullshit, those extroverted charismatic assholes have been out there making friends and connections and probably starting their own businesses by now while I'm sitting here forced to bum off my parents because my Albertson's paychecks (the only place that would hire me) just don't cut it, and with no connections because I'm way too damn introverted to make any friends. If I ever do get hired anywhere that doesn't pay poverty wages, I fear it will be at one of those assholes' companies who will hire me just to be the outcast f**got loser yet again. Thinking about this makes me contemplate jumping under the train one of these days. The only way to make it out there is to be an ass with a 4 digit number of friends it seems. That's not who I am. How does one survive the way I am?

#6195 I feel like a dick every time I say no when someone asks me to donate to (insert charity here). Sorry, but one, I'm a broke ass college student living paycheck to paycheck. I blow all my extra cash on tipping my waiters and delievery guys so you're asking the wrong guy, go bother those rich people that live near the loop. And two, I honestly don't trust these charities to actually get all the money to where it claims it will go. Susan G. Coma, St. Jude's, I dunno they seem shifty to me, pretty sure I also heard about them being under some controversy too. Point is, If I had money to donate, I'd give it directly to the hospital or whatever. Sorry.

#6196 I treated my girlfriend like shit. I cheated and did other horrible things. I got her pregnant and we have a beautiful baby together. I love both of them so much. But because of my mistakes she's now happy with another man. It's been over a year and I'm a mess I think about her every single day and I regret my ignorance so much. Yes it is MY fault. But I can't handle it any more I'm gonna kill myself this Christmas eve. I just wanted to tell someone. Guys. Please cherish your woman before it's too late.