#2079 I don't like sex. I think that sex is wrong and offensive for men & women. I think that having sex should be illegal and people should focus more on career goals and making money rather than having sex.

#2078 i swear unt libraries have the most ridiculous policies ever. if you check out a book on reserve, use it for the allotted time (usually 2 hours) and return it, if you try to check it out again immediately, you cannot. you have to wait for 1 hour, even if no one else needs the book at that time. i think this is just plain fucking dumb! so i needed the book for 15 extra minutes, and they expected me to wait for an hour while the book just sat there? whoever came up with this bonehead idea needs to be slapped a couple of times. grrrrrr!

#2077 A little birdie informed me that I have a fan that took a picture of me at the gym and based on what I can make out from the location stated and the frustratingly blurry picture from what appears to be a camera from an old prepaid flip phone or an iPhone 3GS, that person is indeed me! Just lettin' y'all know, whether or not my behavior is viewed as acceptable, zero fucks are given from me. I just keep on truckin' cuz that's just how I roll. Btw to the person that saw me it's a not a GB it's a 3DS and I'm playing Fire Emblem Awakening -.-

#2076 When I was younger, before I hit puberty, I had an incestuous encounter with my half sister. In my mind at the time it was this big secret that nobody else knew. Now, as a man in my 20's, I realize that they just pretended not to know about it. Nobody ever talks about it to this day. But as I get older and crazier (chemical imbalance. I take meds) I can sense my family distancing themselves from me. Trimming away the poisonous branch of the tree. It's happening slowly and gradually but it's surely happening. I have no friends. I will have no support system. You might say Karma is fucking me up pretty bad. I have never reoffended since I was around that age (preteen/young teen). I've never even had sex. My sexual desires are completely dead for the most part bow and I can't even form a rapport with people these days. And another scary thing is that I'm pretty sure everyone I come into contact with instinctively knows that I'm a sex offender. It is said that the things you bury/internalize the most become the most noticeable thing about you. Soon I will be alone, and most likely homeless. I have no social life and I'm not sure I am capable of love, so it will only keep getting worse. The chance of me re-offending is not at all in the realm of possibility as I have made sure to kill off those urges. But it's becoming clear that I have nothing to live for. If there was some way to do non profit work and make a living at it (all I need is a one bedroom apartment in a part of town where I am not highly likely to be shanked) then I am set. But I don't know if that is a possibility as people who haven't fucked up this bad also need those jobs. I just want to live a life of peace and solitude while helping others (I have no desire to become a priest, lol). What are my options, if any? What should happen to people like me?

#2075 I like to smoke weed and watch Naruto. Fuck Obito.

#2074 I'm newly single and just realized I don't know when the next time I'll sleep next to anotjer person is. Not necessarily have sex, just sleep in the arms of another human being. This makes me very, very sad.

#2073 I've only been at UNT for 2 years, and I am leaving for the Army in a few months. I've met some great people and had some great times here on as well as off campus. Thank you to those who've helped make this a wonderful experience for me. I will miss you all and i hope to keep in touch with you. To all the people whom i didn't get to meet, just remember to relax, have fun, meet new people and experience new things. You only get these experiences once in your life so try and make the best of it while you still can. *Tips hat and rides off on horseback into majestic sunset*

#2072 My little brother died over a year ago. I still cry myself to sleep sometimes and it makes me feel a little feminine but whatever I can't help it. Mini me with so much more potential.