#4718 I moved to Texas a few years ago due the good economy and job opportunities. I left everything and everyone I know back at my home state and restarted my life over, got a job, got into school, got a car, met new people, but everything went downhill once I started making friends here after I got my shit together. I don't know anyone too well since I'm new here and I have to give roommates the benefit of the doubt when I moved in with them and I've had multiple roommates. Roommates and those who I considered or thought to be my good friends would steal money and valuables from me, sleep with my girlfriends and ex girlfriends behind my back. I've helped people out when they needed it only to have them stab me in the back afterwards. Whether it be the nerds, the jocks, the hipsters, the seemingly innocent, the obvious pricks, everyone. I went from a fully optimistic, open, happy, outgoing guy to a guarded, reclusive shadow in the dark. Every time I think I meet good people it isn't. Every time I set my life straight, someone sets it back and I blame myself for letting it happen. That's life I guess, it just sucks that in order to progress in my life I have to block people from my life to reach my goals. I can't be open with myself because it'll just be used against me. I've lived in a couple of other states before and I have to say that this one is the worst by far. Not to mention the racism and religious throat shoving. It's too late to move now since I've accomplished so much already and I don't want to move all over again. Moving state to state is a bitch. I would like friends, but apparently I can't. What I learned about the people of TX is that the majority is pretty foul and always comparing dicks. Not all, but a majority. I've met only 3 pretty awesome people out of the few years since I been here.

#4718 Shout out to Chelsea at Subway for making me the best sandwich ever in life! Thanks girl! Keep up the hard work

#4718 How do you tell someone that you really like but haven't been dating for awhile that they're really bad at sex? I don't want to hurt his feelings but I'm at a loss and for the love of god he needs to stop beating up the kitty!

#4718 Sometimes I wish I could deploy, get away from everything and everyone and die in combat, because suicide is such a cop out way to die and I will never commit such an act. At least dying in combat is something and no one will ever question my desire to be dead.

#4718 Just because someone means the world to you doesn't always mean you mean the world to them. Heart break is a bitch no matter if it's a friendship or a lover.

#4718 When I was younger I thought love was the answer, love and empathy could change the world. As I've grown up, fought my own battles and lived my own life I've grown an intense hatred for a lot of things. One of those many things is the fact that because I was born with a vagina, my society believes that my sole purpose in this world is to please men and be attractive. I hate it because it's impossible. Because it takes the glory out of all of my other accomplishments in life. Because at the age of only 14 years old I developed an eating disorder. I hate it because five years and a lot of uphill battles and wars, therapies, friends, and determination later... I'm still looking at food like it's my enemy. Because I HAVE to be attractive. That's all I'm worth. I hate it so much when I am told that my cloths, piercings, tattoos, hair cuts, hair colors, hobbies, and even going to school are unattractive. I do not stretch my ears for you. I did not get a needle through my face for you. I did not put these cloths on my body for you. And I do not live my life the way I do for you. I did it for me. Because I am a human being too.

#4718 I love UNT (scholarships), but I’m losing hope that there's a girl here that’s right for me. The attractive girl that cares about her appearance by showing she has a tasteful sense of style--and carries herself with class, but is humble about it. The girl that can talk about intellectual topics but still has good social skills and likes to have fun. But most importantly, the woman that wants to be encouraged to be excellent and encourages me in return. The woman that wants more in life than just a house and kids. High standards? Yes. Will I lower them? Never.

#4717 What the hell, worth a shot:
I'm looking for a girl I met at a guy named Sean's house. She was brunette, was an accounting major and we talked about adderall and how we have to work 40 hours a week while going to school etc.
You were incredibly cute and interesting and I forgot to ask your name. I'd like to get to know you.