Every other day I steal toilet paper rolls and napkin rolls from the unt restrooms. I live off campus and I haven't paid for toilet paper or napkins in over a year.

As I drive through the unt campus I can't help but wonder why the hell do so many unt students look homeless? I mean come on, is this a new trend around here?

Every day I from now on I look at my professor and remember how he looks naked..i dont think he remembers me ;)

The new smash bros is incredibly racist. One of the assist trophies is the giant head of an asian man that attacks you with math and ironically, mini nukes. It is glorious.

After sex, a lot of people like to smoke a cigarette. As a gay man, me and my boyfriend smoke weed after sex. After all, in the bible it says "if a man lies with another man, he should be stoned" or something like that.

Since my girlfriend moved in I have only been able to poop once a week... i cannot wait for classes to start so I can finally have some privacy.

I feel like if I do anything else aside from cleaning, eating, sleeping, going to class or doing homework, I'm wasting time - I don't feel like I'm accomplishing anything.

All motivation is gone. Everything outside of my normal routine just seems like this gargantuan commitment that just paralyzes me. It's stupid; I feel, shows a serious lack of structure and socialization in my life. A piece of my hierarchy of needs is missing. Part of it is a romantic partner, no doubt. Part of it is my drift from Christianity, no doubt. Paradoxically part of it is not being able to travel and have richness in variety of my life.

Regarding my inner-self, the reasons for me not doing anything extra are because a) I know I won't have the discipline to finish what I start or b) I don't have a structure that makes me have the discipline to finish. c) Because of my free will, any structure that I put myself into can go away if I want it to and I will most likely ignore because it's easier.

Where is my fiber? Where is my courage? When will I stop accepting being mediocre? Why does my brain constantly try and convince me not to do things I get an inkling of doing?

Part of all the reasons above is why I want to join the military (considering the Marines). It provides a structure I literally cannot escape from out of laziness without an IMMENSE stigma.
Then again, I kind of need to build myself up because I don't want to drop out because I'm not physically capable - at least I don't have much confidence that I am.

See, this is another reason why my relationships with many females don't go anywhere. I'm in a cave pop-culturally, and, as stated above, feel like it would be a waste of time to explore if it wasn't in the context of friends... which I don't have since I'm not in music or church anymore and active hobbies cost $$$.

I'm so damn short-sighted, too. My addiction and my jadedness is why I don't go back to church, but it's also why I desperately NEED church. I'm not going to have anyone to pull my rear end out of this miserable cycle of mediocrity... I'm kind of scared of my own fellow members of the body too. Knowledge that they are imperfect almost subconsciously gives me an excuse to lower my standards... or on the other extreme that I'm going to be expected to be so perfect that I can't do anything... mostly because I want to be perfect. Being perfect doesn't give me variety... but that is a lie. The way I interpret perfect doesn't give me variety. I've grown and matured. I've let my brain do the talking.. it's time for my heart and God to bring my brain and my flesh under control. It's scary and it feels guilty, and trying to fight the world only makes me depressed. I think it does that to a lot of Christians which is why they tend to shut up. It's just easier that way. People have compared religion to a penis. Religion and secularism are both body parts of the anatomy of the human belief-system. Maybe secularism is a butt. People sit on it and rest on it and get comfortable with it. Why can everyone else have their junk out but not the Christians or other religious people? Because it's easy and "pleasant."

Do what you will, harm none? No... it's "do what you will, harm everyone equally," because when everything is equal, everything disappears.

And it's as if there is nothing there at all. What do you gain when you gain the world, but lose your soul? Nothing.

I'm a guy and I've been single for a long time. I don't believe in the whole friend zone thing but whenever I find some girl I'm attracted is either taken or I find out that she is batshit crazy? I feel like all the beautiful women who I have common interests in are taken up and I'm left with people who are somehow emotionally stunted. If you're single I'm not saying you are stunted or crazy but I can't seem to find you anywhere. It just sucks you know?