#5250 We live in the apartment below two people in an abusive relationship. We've called the cops and reported them to the front office after hearing them yell and throw things at each other, but nothing has changed in months…and it's super awkward because the man in the relationship is our maintenance guy...

#5250 I'm a very open-minded person and don't judge much based on appearance and such. However, when it comes to people I hang out with and call my friends, I can be very judgmental of their mind. I have many people in my life who want/try to be my friend, but I am just so not interested.

I like deep, meaningful experiences and relationships in life, but most people that I meet who want to be my friend just don't seem to want that. They have no aspirations or passion that I find particularly interesting, which often leads me to being quite bored with them. A typical "hang out" with most people I meet consists of going to someone's house, smoking and/or drinking, eating, or just watching television. There is very little stimulating conversation here as well. It's inefficient and counterproductive as I'm really gaining nothing from these experiences other than extreme boredom.

If someone does decide to have a stimulating conversation with me, I usually can't relate to them much and/or they try to start some argument with me. I'm all for meeting people who don't share the same views as me, that's what I live for, but when it comes down to actually having fun with someone and building a strong relationship, I feel it's essential for them to be relatable. Someone who I can talk about similar experiences with and have them understand. Someone who I can talk about my favorite things with and have them add input. Instead, no one can relate to my experiences. No one can relate to my interests.

This leads me to being extremely selective on my friends. I very often cut contact with people who I deem as negative people in my life. This makes me a lonely man, but I am SO much happier in my solitude with a mind I can relate to (myself), or on the internet with like-minded people.

Does this make me a shitty person for saying "no" when people I don't want to hang out with ask me to hang out? I find myself constantly rejecting people who, in the past I gave a chance to, but was left with no connection. I am so incredibly open to different types of people, it's ridiculous, but I can't... I just fucking can't, force friendships. It drains me so bad, and leaves me suicidal. I am not joking. That's why I avoid contact with people who drain me and overall are "negative" to me.

I don't even try to get laid anymore. I'm 20, in college, and I've made a personal choice to not get laid. It's not that I can't. I actually had a sex addiction problem last year. I felt very little connection with pretty much all the girls I slept with. It felt so dehumanizing. So much so that I couldn't even look them in the eye when we fucked because it would make me realize just how shitty I was for basically using these girls (even though they were all fully aware of my intentions). I even lost my erection a couple of times. It was so horrid for everyone involved, and a lot of those girls seemed to not be as emotionally strong as I was. I could tell they felt like shit, though they continued to have sex with me.

I feel guilty about it all the time when I reject people who are trying to befriend me, but if it's my happiness or theirs, I have to choose mine. It'd be wrong to continue a friendship with someone who I didn't actually want to be friends with.

#5250 To the guy who said he wishes my parents aborted me on my last confession. Listen here man, that is probably the lowest low you can sink to as a human. You don't know me, you don't know where I've been, or what I've been through. So do me and the world a favor and check yourself before you go wishing that on somebody.

#5250 it really rustles my jimmies when i'm on youtube trying to watch a video and the page slides down as i click just enough to make me click on an advertisement instead of the video i wanted. fuck you, youtube. ya sneaky fucks

#5250 Tow truck drivers can go to hell and eat their cereal without any milk. Fucking vultures.

#5248 i would also like to carry danny devito around in a papoose.

#5248 before i die, i would like to chief with danny devito.

#5248 we gonna rock down to ELECTRIC AVENUE
and then we'll take it higha